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I cried all night, tears ran down my face
I prayed to God, to fill me with his holy grace.
Thoughts flowing through my mind,
The words running through my head.
It was getting louder and louder
I just wished I was dead.
I looked at a picture next to me,
Seeing the sister you use to be.
I loved you so much,
I was always there for you.
And look what you did to me,
honestly, how could you?
And now I just sit here,
not knowing what to do.
Becasue the one i always talked to,
was you.
Who do i talk to?
Who do I tell?
I am worried about my sister,
I don't want her to go to jail.
But now the pressure lays on me,
becasue this is something that needs to be told.
And if i tell,
I know you will never forgive me,
even when i am old.
But i am sorry my sister,
for what i am about to do.
You should know i am doing this,
only becasue I care so much for you.
You may hate me forever
and bash my name.
But Know that I love you,
and that is why i can never be the same.