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We made out for about ten minutes and we broke apart, panting, both sporting sizable erections by now.
"Gerard i want you," He started sucking on my neck, pulling on the soft flesh and licking over it with his tongue whilst still sucking on it.
I moaned out loud and he pulled back smirking.
"Frankie...i'm scared.."I said, not knowing what off, my feeling, the prospect of having gay sex, the fact that i'd never had any kind of sex, everything.
"It's ok..maybe one day..but not today." He said and pulled us both up, we knew we couldnt do anything but kiss or maybe a little more for quite a while, i was still so confused!
"Good idea, hey, please don't tell the guys whats going on??" I asked a little more nervous than i should be.
"No problem babe, hey, are we like going out now?" He asked and i was shocked by his words, he must have seen the confused/freaked look on my face because he quickly backtracked.
"I mean...we don't have to..i'm sorry forget about it.." he looked embarassed now, so different to the cocky, confident frankie i was used to.
"How about we have a trial, i have a way cool idea!" I started, this should be fun!
"What do you mean?"
"Like, i can try being gay for half and day and straigh for the other, so the one where i'm gay you can be my boyfriend and the other just my friend ok?" I was well excited, i got the best of both worlds, being with Frankie, and being un-confused even if it was fake!
He smiled and nodded.
"Sounds great, so what half is the gay half?"
"Later, so i gotta go home and get ready to meet up with the guys, they said they wanted us to go out with them today to the mall."
He nodded and we hugged goodbye after i got dressed. It was slightly akward as my hard-on hadn;t lessened in the slightest, the drive home was not a comfortable one as i sang along to the radio to try and distract myself.
I arrived home and got into a hot shower, jerked off, washed my hair, got out of the shower and looked through my clothes to find something hot to wear. I kept telling myself i wasn't trying to look good for Frankie, i just took pride in my apearance, but i wasn't kidding anyone. Especially not myself, hehe i wasn't even talking this was all in my head!
I finally decided on my tightest jeans and a black shirt that clung to my figure and was just ever so slightly too short so it exposed a thin strip of milky skin above my hips. I applyed a think layer of eyeliner and red smoky eye shadow, my hair was a mess as usual but i suppose it suited me.
I was finally pleased with my appearance and left to meet the guys.
*Straight thoughts Gerard" I said to myself over and over, i didn't wanna accidentally give anything away about me and Frank to the guys, i mean i don't even know right now i don't want them to get the wrong idea and think i like it up the arse if i really don't, i wasn't actually talking literally then guys! That was a fairly literal metaphor for gay ok?
I spotted the guys, Mikey, Ray, Bob and finally Frank sat by the clock tower, just talking aboiut random shit i guess. Shit Frank looked good, he had straightened his hair and pushed gel through it to make it look so sexy, and his eyes were blackened from mascara and eyepencil. He smirked when he caught me looking at him and blew me a kiss. I hope the guys wouldn't notice.
"Hey Gerard! How's it going?" My brother greeted, he had stayed out last night and thats why i hadn't seen him i guess.
"Fine thanks Mike's."
There was some kinda parade on i noticed and Frank said,
"Hey Gerard look at that!" Making me turn my head to view what he was talking about, i swear he had a devilish look in his eye, and i realised when everyone started gasping what he wanted me to turn my head for.
"Holy shit Gerard!" Ray said, coming up to me and grabbing my head, turning it to the side.
"Who did that to your neck?!" Mikey asked, looking amazed, damn i guess i had the mother of all hickeys, how did i not notice when getting ready?
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"Gerard i want you," He started sucking on my neck, pulling on the soft flesh and licking over it with his tongue whilst still sucking on it.
I moaned out loud and he pulled back smirking.
"Frankie...i'm scared.."I said, not knowing what off, my feeling, the prospect of having gay sex, the fact that i'd never had any kind of sex, everything.
"It's ok..maybe one day..but not today." He said and pulled us both up, we knew we couldnt do anything but kiss or maybe a little more for quite a while, i was still so confused!
"Good idea, hey, please don't tell the guys whats going on??" I asked a little more nervous than i should be.
"No problem babe, hey, are we like going out now?" He asked and i was shocked by his words, he must have seen the confused/freaked look on my face because he quickly backtracked.
"I mean...we don't have to..i'm sorry forget about it.." he looked embarassed now, so different to the cocky, confident frankie i was used to.
"How about we have a trial, i have a way cool idea!" I started, this should be fun!
"What do you mean?"
"Like, i can try being gay for half and day and straigh for the other, so the one where i'm gay you can be my boyfriend and the other just my friend ok?" I was well excited, i got the best of both worlds, being with Frankie, and being un-confused even if it was fake!
He smiled and nodded.
"Sounds great, so what half is the gay half?"
"Later, so i gotta go home and get ready to meet up with the guys, they said they wanted us to go out with them today to the mall."
He nodded and we hugged goodbye after i got dressed. It was slightly akward as my hard-on hadn;t lessened in the slightest, the drive home was not a comfortable one as i sang along to the radio to try and distract myself.
I arrived home and got into a hot shower, jerked off, washed my hair, got out of the shower and looked through my clothes to find something hot to wear. I kept telling myself i wasn't trying to look good for Frankie, i just took pride in my apearance, but i wasn't kidding anyone. Especially not myself, hehe i wasn't even talking this was all in my head!
I finally decided on my tightest jeans and a black shirt that clung to my figure and was just ever so slightly too short so it exposed a thin strip of milky skin above my hips. I applyed a think layer of eyeliner and red smoky eye shadow, my hair was a mess as usual but i suppose it suited me.
I was finally pleased with my appearance and left to meet the guys.
*Straight thoughts Gerard" I said to myself over and over, i didn't wanna accidentally give anything away about me and Frank to the guys, i mean i don't even know right now i don't want them to get the wrong idea and think i like it up the arse if i really don't, i wasn't actually talking literally then guys! That was a fairly literal metaphor for gay ok?
I spotted the guys, Mikey, Ray, Bob and finally Frank sat by the clock tower, just talking aboiut random shit i guess. Shit Frank looked good, he had straightened his hair and pushed gel through it to make it look so sexy, and his eyes were blackened from mascara and eyepencil. He smirked when he caught me looking at him and blew me a kiss. I hope the guys wouldn't notice.
"Hey Gerard! How's it going?" My brother greeted, he had stayed out last night and thats why i hadn't seen him i guess.
"Fine thanks Mike's."
There was some kinda parade on i noticed and Frank said,
"Hey Gerard look at that!" Making me turn my head to view what he was talking about, i swear he had a devilish look in his eye, and i realised when everyone started gasping what he wanted me to turn my head for.
"Holy shit Gerard!" Ray said, coming up to me and grabbing my head, turning it to the side.
"Who did that to your neck?!" Mikey asked, looking amazed, damn i guess i had the mother of all hickeys, how did i not notice when getting ready?
keep reviewing guys :)
cassxxxx
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