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Chapter 30 piss off haters


Joel's pov

I came in the room became quiet every1 was there. Katie and Tony little girl Sam, Benji, Sid and there little one Chrissy. Then Cayln, Billy, Josh, and Joy, to around out the group.

"Hey everyone wheres Paul?" I said sitting down.

"Hes out with Lydia she takes up all his time now. But he said he was going to come by to see Joy." Cayln told me.

"I'm fine would every1 stop worrying about me. I'm happy to be here unless you want me gone then I'll leave." Joy said leaving us here she went into bathroom.

"What hell did you say that made her so mad Cayln." Billy said wondering.

"Paul was coming by to see her is all I said." Cayln said.

"Cayln its not your fought its kool she'll come back out." Benj said while holding Chrissy.

"Maybe she took it the wrong way?" Sid said.

We all looked her like yea thats right. After an hour Sid and Katie went to the bathroom door.

"Joy hun if your trying to kill yourself I will kick your ass back to maryland with Josh's blessing." Sid was saying.

"Joy sweetheart what do you want?" Katie asked.

"I want Joel!" She said. They looked at me then at Josh.

"Joel she wants you?" Katie said.

I went in and shut the door. "Babe whats wrong?" I asked her.

"Joel fucked up?" Joy said.
"How did you fuck up?" I asked.
"I dont have............." She said she open the her mouth but nothing is coming out.
"Babe did you take another pain pill?" I asked her.
"YES I think so." She said yep she took one.
"Are you ok I love you." I asked.
"Say what?" There she goes again with her street slang.
"I said I love you Joy more then life it self." I said watching her fall asleep.

I got up and got her then I walked out took her to her room. I layed her on her bed then I watched her turned fell off. But I catched her before she hit the ground. So I just put her back on the bed. I kissed her on the head, shut the door and left.

"Joel what the hell gives you the right to take care of my girl?" Josh said getting up in my face.

"Josh she asked for me what do you want me to do? Tell her I cant come dude I cant do that to her." I said to him.

"I cant keep doing this Joel if you want her so bad you can have her. Cause I cant do keep doing this same ol song and dance." Josh said.

"What is this fighting over me?" Joy said coming over to us.
"Joy I cant keep doing this?" Josh said looking at her.

"Josh I cant do this either. I'm sorry but not going to continue our relationship its shock I know but I cant keep you on the run. When I'm in love wit some1 else I'm sorry." Joy said hugging him. Joy watched Josh walked out of her life.

"So?" I asked.

"Its ok Joy." Sid said to her.

She came over to me huged me. She cried I carried her into her room. "Babe its ok you have me." I said sitting on the bed with her.

"Joel I love you." She said while giving me a kiss.

I wasnt trying at all but at first I was. I'm happy shes with me this is telling me not to fuck up Joel. This maybe your last chance with her so dont fuck up you got it.

Joy's pov

I guess I picked Joel but apart me wants Josh back hes kind and loving every1 jus loved him. Cayln liked Josh he was lucky to have her respect. I think I have alot of explaining to do.

"Joel I love you." I said he his arms around me.
"I love you babe!" Joel said while kissing my neck.
"Not right now ok I'm tired." I said.
"Mmmk baby I'll let you rest." He said getting off of bed.
"Joel do you think I made the right decion about it?" I said I watched him think.

"Well I love you. I know if you feel like this right thing your heart will tell you. I love you I'm sorry for my "man hore ways" as Cayln would say. I love it when your asleep in the morning I look at you. I think it musta cost heaven alot to made you and sent you to me." Joel said as he was coming back to me.

"i know this right Joel I felt empty with Josh I love him but not the same way as I did for you." I said kissing him and hugging him. He got on the bed held me all night.

Cayln's pov

Damnit I was going for Josh. If Joel brakes her heart I'll kick ass back to see his mom. His mom is great I met her and Sarah there really good to us while we were down there to visit this last christmas. Sarah had her baby which was a girl. I bet hes in there doing something that we arent going to go into. Im happy if Joy is happy.

normal pov

So after a few weeks Josh came back. Joy was happy with Joel again. Joel didnt like that Josh came back Benj talked to both of them. Because Joel knew he had one thing on his mind he wanted Joy back. Joy was gone with Cayln to lay down some tracks.

Cayln came home went to her horse talk to him. Joel came out and asked her if she seen Joy. Cayln told him no she didnt come home with her. Cayln something is going on with Joel but she couldnt put her finger on it. But something was up.

"Joel what the hell is wrong with you and your Brother Josh. You just cant seem to keep a girl?" Cayln said while coming closer and closer him.
"Cayln Im not fighting you again. Step away from me I will kick your ass." Joel said backing up.
"What the hell are you doing Joel? What are you going to do if I dont?" Cayln said just slapping him.
"Awww poor joel doesnt want to fight a girl I know you to well" she said punching him in the face.

All out fight started she threw some nast punches. She slam his arm into a wood and broke it, then he pushed her down. She got up he punched again. Cayln and Joel gotten tired of fighting. Josh and Joy came in to see what was going on. Joy gotten Cayln away, Josh had Joel away. "What the hell is wrong with you 2." Josh asked.

Joel's pov

Damnit me and Cayln were fighting. "She started it." I said Josh let me go. "So fucking what didnt momma raise you any better then that." Josh said.
"Shes a bitch! Josh shes been after me sense I been with Joy." I said.

"Cayln good going he needed shit out of him." Joy said. So after Josh and Cayln left it was me and Joel.

"What the hell gives you right to go with Nicole Richie from what I heard shes having your baby for you is that right?" Joy said while being nice I know shes going to kill me.

"Yes thats right Joy I'm sorry didnt think it would happen like this. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings if I could take them back I would but I cant im sorry." I said backing away.

"Like the hell you are your not sorry. Your down right happy about it. And dont give this shit im sorry if i hurt your feelings cause if you cared you wouldnt have had sex with fucking nicole so plz dont tell me that your sorry." Joy said slapping him face.

"O ok I never should have take you out in the first place nicole was right. Your bitch I never should have messed with you." I said.

"Thats a classic Joel you know you have never been my boy anyways your such a dumbass. Your stupid little dumbass bitch." Joy says watching my brothers, and friends comes in.

"Despike out all of it you are getting drunk, going out with other guys." I said.

"You cant blame me for something you have been doing all along for your self for a year. So dont you dare point things at me when you were doing them too. Im happy that Cayln beat the shit outta ya. Cause I wont nothing to do with you now." She said slapping the snott out me.

"NO YOUR NOT LEAVING UNTIL I SAY I SO." I yelled at her.

"Like hell who the hell do you think are you trying to tell me what to do. When I asked for something from you in return you did nothing. Then again Im not a guy who gets a girl pregnant who doesnt know how to tell his current girl friend that I fucked up. Joel I trusted you to be with me I guess I was wrong. Joel fuck off!" Joy said couldnt help herself so she jump him. She started punching the shit outta me.

Benji and Josh got us away from eachother. "What the hell Joel go with Tony and Benj, Joy come with me and girls." Josh said while pulling Joy away.

Josh's pov

Man when I came I didnt think I would pulling away Joy and Joel away from eachother. Never thought I would do that I thought they deserve eachother but Joel is a pain in the ass.

"Joy whats wrong with you?" I asked her.

"Dont you think you should be asking him that? Hes one that has been cheating with dirtest woman in the world." Joy said.

"What in the hell were you trying to prove?" Katie said.

"Obliviouslly nothing cause you havent been paying the attendion to news have you?" Joy said.

"Joy hun you gotta stop being mean to Joel?" Sid said.

"Whats up with this? You know what I dont need 3rd degree. From all you just fuck the hell off all you except for Cayln." Joy said walking away.

"What the hell was that?" Josh said.

"How dare you tell her to stop being mean to Joel when it was him cheating on her. So you have no right to say that to her or anything for that matter." Cayln said.

Joy's pov

Yes I agree they were wrong. Joel was cheating on me they think im playing but I'm not he is. Im thinking about a road trip. I know who i want to go with me
Cayln. I saw her coming this way.

"Hey Joy sup?" Cayln said coming over to sit down on the bed.
"Why are you packing for where are you going?" Cayln asked me.
"Im going away your coming with me." I said still packing.
"Ok what are going to tell the guys out there?" Cayln asked me.
"Were not telling them anything so go get ready well leave when its right time." I said.
"Ok." Cayln says.

The time had come to leave say bye to everything for a few days. It freak every1 that night they have been gone all this time.

We came back after a few days every1 was worried about us. It feels so good to be missed, Then I saw Joel from accross the room. He came over to me took my hand, Joel took me into a room. He told me all of his reasons for everything he did, he wasnt seeing Nicole anymore.

"Joel honestly do you think that we can get back together?" I said while coming closer to him.
"Baby we can try again, just dont runway from me talk to me. Im so sorry what i did after what I did still cant believe you still want me back." Joel said wrapping his arms around me.
"Trust me I did alot of thinking it took me a while im not the smartest person. Im the worst at making deisions just ask every1 they know me better then I know myself." I said.
"Joy I love you more then I love myself." Joel said sitting down on the bed pulling me down with him.

He pulled me into a kiss that just kept going.

Cayln's pov

I went on a trip with Joy it was fun. I was ready to come home to see Billy. He took me to a room, then he sugguested that we have sex I was cool with it. Then he took me on a trip with him, to see his parents. Which cool I think or at least that is what I thought he took me for week away from every1 and everything. I'm so happy to be with him, I cant believe that we are still a couple after all the shit I put him through. I love him hes the coolest boyfriend ever.

"Cayln?" Billy said while shaking me from my thoughts.
"Yes?" I said looking at him.
"Are you ready for this news?" Billy asked me.
"Ready for what?" Cayln asked back.
"Well you know how Joel made a jackass out of him self before you girls took off?" Billy says.
"Yea and?" I said.
"Joel and Joy are back together there over Benj's house." Billy said.
"No way I didnt know that I'm happy for her." I said.


Sid's pov

Im happy Joel and Joy came to see us. Joel held Chrissy they looked so happy.

"So Joy and Joel when are you going to make me an uncle?" Benji asked them.
"I dont know it maybe a while yet Benj?" Joel says.
"Yea along long time." Joy said.
"You mean your not having one?" I said.
"I'm not saying that its not for right now. Maybe next chapter." Joy said getting comfortable on the couch by Joel his arm around Joy.
"Ok!" I said. Joel sat there looking at Chrissy then he gave her to Joy.
"So Joel can I talk to you out side?" Benji says.
"Yea sure babe ill be right back." Joel said while getting and leaving.
"So Joy how are you and Joel doing?" I asked her.
"We're great for now as for tomorrow I dont know. We both threw shit at eachother. I think we got all of our problems out of the way." Joy said still holding Chrissy.
"Good Im happy for ya?" I said.

Benji's pov

I guess its better that she picked Joel over Josh. But Josh is better. You cant blame them, especailly Joel. But Joy would believe it.

"Hey Joel sup you with Joy?" I asked him.
"I dont know I explain things to her she excepted me back, which was a shocker to me!" Joel said lighting up a smoke.
"Thats cool Joel shes in for the long haul. If you dont fuck up on your own. I helped you thousands of times." Benji said getting a smoke himself.
"Joy is cool." Benji said.
"Thanks I think she is." Joel said while blowing smoke in the air.
"So tell me Joel do you want a kid?" I asked him.
"You know Im just happy to be in her life right now we dont need a child right now." Joel said blowing smoke.
"Yea Joel it will come to you soon I promise. Im happy for ya really am." I said Joy is a great person.
"Thank you Benj I really respect that." Joel said.
"Joy is a great person." I said.
"Yea she is!." Joel said. Watching Joy come out.
"Hey Joy sup?" I asked her.
"Nothing really." She said looking at her phone.

"Who are you texting dear?" Joel asked her.
"I'm texting a good friend of mine Cassie!" Joy said.
"O ook I thought you were texting me? All well I have nobody that will text me." Joel said putting his arm around her.
"She wants know if theres a Madden still running around free?" Joy said laughing at us.
"What you going to tell her?" Joel asked her.
"Yea theres Joel hes still running around single." Joy said, Joel looked at her with shock!
"Im just kidding hun geez dont take it personal!" Joy said.
"Well you make it sound like im still single im not im with you sweetie." Joel said.
"Yes I know Im kidding Joel im sorry." Joy said.
"Its ok dear really it is i knew you playing its all good. Babe you wanna get going im sure Benji and Sid want to have time alone and all!" Joel said.
"O'yea sure bye Benj tell Sid I said bye." Joy said while hugging him.
"Joel me a favor and marry her before some1 else does?" I said.
"Yea not right now." Joel said getting in the car and leaving.

I hope he doesnt rip her heart again. Shes a great girl I honest think she is. You wanna take on the situation I think she should have gone with Josh. But Im happy if shes with Joel.

Joel's pov

I love her so much! Joy is still texting to Cassie. But I didnt wanna lose her anymore. I want to marry her. Im tired of being single.

"Baby what ya thinking about?" Joy asked me.
"Im thinking about us?" I said.
"Thats interesting Joel? Do you think we will make it this time?" Joy asked.
"I hope we stay together forever. Cause as long as I have you thing cant get better." I said.
"Yea I know your the koolest boyfriend ever?" Joy said.
"Your the koolest girlfriend ever as well." I said.

"Dear I love you!" I said shes still texting to her friend Cassie.
"Joy you been ok?" I asked.
"Yea why?" She said.
"I dont think your fine I think your hot. I'll take care of you when we get home?" I said knowing what I'm going to with her.
"What do you have in mind boyfriend?" Joy said getting inside of my head.
"How do you I have a plan?" I asked her.
"You are a Madden right?" Joy said playing with my mind.
"Yea?" I said.
"You must have something up your thinking it must not be good. Cause I think your thinking of something so bad?" Joy said.
"You do wow I didnt know I had that kind of power baby?" I said.

So they got home, Joel took care of her. Just like he said he would.

Good Charlotte went on tour again. Joy was sick cause they went out tour.

Cayln's pov

I just got home Joy's place looked aweful. It looked as she hasn't clean up for a weeks. I agree with Billy shes not actting her self.

"Joy what are you doing?" I asked her.
"Nothing I'm waiting on Joel to get home?" Joy said.

So after that was done. Everything be came clear to me Joy wasnt a happy person. Im so mad at Joel for doing this to her. Joy went to Doctor he gave her pills. Which isnt doing her any good so she went away for while then my favorite people came back from touring. Billy had just gotten in, he came over to me kissed me.

"Hey sweetie wheres Joy at?" Billy asked.
"Shes in her room asleep!" I said.
"Ok so is up with you?" Billy asked.
"Nothing I've been here for a while now." I said.
"I'm fixing supper what about chinse?" Billy asked.
"Im game im sure Joy won't mind?" I said.
"Joel is at his house he figure if he came over he would get his head bitten off by you." Billy said.
"That right he would. I would kick his ass back to maryland." I said.
"Uh huh let me asked Joy what she wants for dinner?" Billy asked.
"No Billy she wants to be alone." I said.
"How long has she been in there?" He asked.
"I dont know a few days?" I said.
"Cayln I know you wanna be alone but Joy could be dieing in there?" Billy said getting up and going to door and knocking.
"Thats not true Billy you can't prove it. I thought she wanted to be alone so I left her alone. But before you came home she said that she wasn't eatting again?" I said.

Im getting worried that she could kill herself I didn't think she could do it. Maybe she's depressed over Joel but hes a jacka** anyways. At first shes happy then shes sad. She came out, "What the hell do you want?" Joy said coming out drunk looking aweful.
"Joy what the hell is happenning to you?" I asked.
"Nothing I'm go for drink bye." Joy said leaving.

"What the hell is that?" Billy said.
"I dont know Billy but we better find out?" I said.


Joy's pov

Im outside of my house, looking at everything damn it. Hate is a word I use cause I can, I hate everything and any1 that stands in my way. So I went to the back of the house, I took out pills and pop them in my mouth and shallow them. After an 15 minutes, I went into the house. There were alot of people in there, the faces I saw was Cayln and Cassie's face. Then I jus blacked out.

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