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This what would happen if Joy didnt go on tour. If she didnt start with Punks Are Us.

Joy was lost she didnt have any friends she was moving to new school. Which she wasn't happy about moving but new school that was ok. I got up this morning thinking damnit if I could die it would make everything so easy. I am wearing all black my mom hates it and she hates me for wearing it. But so fucking what I dont give a shit. So I'm off to school maybe I'll make some shitty friends. Little did I know I would make friends that would change my life.

Joy's pov

Yes Im off to school yay for me. Fucking school I dont know why Im going for. I wish my parents would leave me alone let me live my life not theres. I walked into school. I went to the Principle's office.

"Hello who are you?" assistant asked me.
"Joy Whitlow?" I said while waiting on my schedule.
"O yes the new student dear heres your schedule, heres your packet its has school rules, lunch things, other things as well." She said.

This girl walk by "Hey Cayln be a dear show this girl around shes new here?" She said.

"Mmmk come on?" She said I started walking with her.
"So whats your name?" She asked me.
"Joy and yours?" I said.
"Cayln can I see schedule?" She asked me.
"Yea sure here?" I said I gave her my schedule.
"Alright we have the same classes." She said this guy walked by.
"Hey Cayln who is this?" He asked Her.
"Hey Billy, this Joy Joy this Billy." She introdced me.
"Hi." I said as he shook my hand.

These other guys came up to us. They look alike.
"Hey Cayln whos this?" Guy asked her.
"Hey this Joy......" She said.
"Joy Whitlow." I said.
"This Joy Whitlow. These are my friends you already met Billy, Benji Madden, Paul Thomas, other one is Joel Madden." She said as I shook there hands.
"nice to meet you." Benji said.
"You too." I said he was looking me up and down.

Cayln's pov

I dont think I have see the maddens with there mouth open before. I think I may ask her if she wants to go horse back riding with me.

"Joy you wanna go horse back riding after school?" I asked her. "No one wants to do that Cayln." Joel said. "Yea sure I would love to go." Joy said while going into classes after me.

"Joel leave me the fuck alone or kick your ass." I said to Joel. "You have class with Benj & Paul." I said like I was leaving a lost puppy.

Normal pov

"Joy your new here right?" Benji said as we were walking.
"Duh how did you know?" Joy said.
"I took a guess. So what are you doing after school?" He asked her.
"Im go with Cayln to ride horses." Joy says.
"O ok well here we are." Benji said as we walked in.

So after school Cayln & Joy went to stables rode like all day. I had my cell phone with me.

"Hello?" Joy said.
"Where in the hell are you?" Joy's mom asked.
"IM riding Horses with a friend." Joy says.
"GET HOME NOW IM GONNA KICK YOUR ASS 5 MINUTES IF YOUR NOT HOME." Joy's mom said.
"Cayln I'm going go my mom wants me home so I'll ya later." Joy said getting off and leaving.

Joy's pov

Damnit I was having a great time without mom. Then she called wanting me home. I came in there she stood.

"Your 10 minutes late?" Mom said getting closer to me. "And your point is?" I said backing away.
"My point is you have no where to go so shut fuck up you little bitch." She said slapping me accross the room. Punching & pushing me until I fell down the stairs. I finally got up mom had left. I heard the door bell. I got it "Hey Joy sup?" Benji said coming in.

"Nothing to much you." I said.

"Well I came by to give you your homework. Are you ok cause you dont look ok?" He said as we sat down.

"Yea Im fine really thank you for bring it." I said.
"Yea your welcome dear. I gotta go are ya going to school tomorrow?" He asked me.

"Yea I'll be there see ya." I said watching him leave through the window.

Cayln's pov

I havent seen Joy in a few days I wonder whats going on. Benjamin has been going by her house. I knew he like her, he keeps telling me that he doesnt I know he does. I see her comin with Joel and Benj.

"Hey sup?" I said.

"Nothing but Benj here has been coming by for last week to see if I was ok. Which I was anyways whats the deal with you and Joel?" She asked me.

"Well I cant stand him anymore then I can stand Billy." I said.

"You know he likes you right?" Joy said.

"Yes I noticed but it seems like you have some1 that likes you?" I said.
"Really who would that be?" Joy said.

"Benji Madden." I said here come Katie, Sid.

"Hey whos this?" Sid asked her.
"This Joy Whitlow, this Sid and Katie my other friends." I said.
"Nice to meet you?" Sid said.
"Same here." Joy said.

After school us girls went to guys were up too. They were practicing Billy had a crush on Cayln which didnt shock any1 anyways.

Sorry I will explain later.

normal pov

School was ending for us we were gradated. Good Charlotte is a band I dont know. They just put out a new record called Young and Hopeless. Which was good. Joy had become PA. Cayln deicided to go on tour with Jacka**'s tour. Katie & Sid went to started a band.

Joy's pov

I answered the texted saying "Whos this?".

"I remember seeing you in school, I remember this hot great gorgous girl." he texted.

"Who's this?" I texted back.
"You find out in time babe bye for now." He texted back.


Benji's pov

Theres this girl I left in Maryland. Damnit I wonder if she remembers me. We're suppose be on tour with Green Day were meeting them today. If I didnt half to meet them I wouldnt. Cause I miss Joy so much. Were almost there so wish me luck.

"Joel were going on tour with green day?" I asked him.
"Yes I know?" He asked me.
"Yea I'm thinking about Joy Whitlow that chick I left for this band?" I said.
"O your worried about her. Im not worried about her." Joel said sitting down beside of me.
"Of coarse you dont like her I should have known better then talk to you about her." I said.
"Your right about that but I think about her but not like you." Joel said.

I wonder what happen to Joy. I dont know what do without that.

Joy's pov

I'm Billie Joe's personal assitant which hes nice. I think hes not demanding at all. All he expects to have coffee when hes good awake. But I love it so much working for him I mean. I think hes meeting the band that hes going to be on tour with? That will be interesting I think there going on tour with Good Charlotte. I'm not sure who that is Billie Joe knows who they are so he explain this to me.

"So Joy these guys are like us, except for they have twins in there band Benji and Joel Madden." Billie Joe said.
"O ok! Billie you have meet the band. Then you have a interview with Rolling Stones?" I said.
"Ok Joy! I want you meet the guys?" Billie Joe said pulliing me with him.
"O ok Billie thanks for asking?" Joy said.
"Would have you said no now come on?" Billie Joe said pulling me over to there bus. He knocked on the door.

Then Some1 came to the door open it. "Hey Billie come on in whos this?" This guy says.
"This is Joy Whitlow my personal assitant?" Billie said while pulling on there bus.
"Hi Im Deano!" Deano says.
"Where are the other guys at?" Billie Joe asked.
"Well I think Joel is at interview, Billy, Paul, Benji, are in the back playing video games." Deano said.
"Ok do you mind if we go back?" Billie Joe asked.
"Yea sure go ahead." Deano says. As we go to the back. Billie walk in first holding on to my hand dragging me along with him.
"Hey Guys sup?" Billie Joe asked.
"Hi Billie who have you got behind you?" Billy asked him.
"This is Joy Whitlow my personal assitant I wanted her to meet you guys." Billie said stepping away so they could me.
"Omg look Benji its your girlfriend?" Paul said.
Benji stood up went over to me "Joy Whitlow." he said. "OMG who are you?" I said standing there looking at him he had tattoos hes little taller then me.He had piercing too.
"Im Benji Madden we went to school together?" He said to me.
"Benji Madden." I said.
"Yea the one that use to bring your homework to you?" Benji said wanting a hug.
"Yea Benjamin Madden." I said.

Benji's pov

Man I have been waiting to see this girl here she is. Damnit shes gotten hotter and sexier sense I've seen her.

"Joy its been a while sense I have seen you?" I said.
"Same here Benji I'm Billie Joe's personal assitant." Joy said.
"Really thats interesting? I'm in a band!" I said.
"Yea I can tell hi Paul and Billy! Wheres that brother whats his name?" Joy said.
"You mean Joel?" I said.
"Yea him where is he?" Joy asked me.
"Hes at an interview!" I said.
"O ok I didnt know he could be so important?" Joy said. Billie Joe just looked at her.
"Joy Whitlow I never in life would I have thought I would see you again?" Joel said coming in to say hi.
"Yea so Madden?" Joy said.
"So Whitlow?" Joel said.
"You would be surprized Madden." Joy said.
"Uh huh why are you here?" Joel asked.
"Shes my personal assitant so brought her with me?" Billie Joe says.
"O ok it fits her sounds like she would be a personal assitant." Joel said going in and sitting down by Billy.
"Joel fucking madden take it back." Joy said.
"No your a no good stupid slut that doesnt deserve a time of day." Joel said.
"Joel that was way out of line!" I said.
"Yea Joel you better stick with your band before I kick your ass back to Maryland where it belongs."Joy said.
"Ok oblivously it wasnt thought out very well. I could bring her over another time. Im sorry guys!" Billie Joe said grabing Joy's hand leaving.

"Joel what is wrong with you?" I asked him.
"Plz dont tell me your falling for her again Benj?" Joel asked me.
"Im not Joel just drop it?" I said.
"Yes you are admit it cause you are. What if she brings Cayln I will hurt her." Joel said.
"No you won't stop making threats that you cant keep." I said.
"Benj you know as well I do you can't do that?" Joel said.
"Yea get over your self, will you plz? Billy and Paul doesnt want to us yelling at eachother. Im leaving bye Joel." I said getting off of the bus.

"Hey Billie Joe wheres Joy at?" I said.
"Hey shes on the bus, hey Benj?" Billie Joe said.
"Yea?" I said.
"Tell Joel he better be nice to her do not want her to quit on me. If he makes her quit he'll half to answer to me? Plz if your in love her with her dont brake her heart? I got a Rolling Stones Interview that Joy has me down for so tell her thats where I will be tell her not too worry either?" Billie Joe said.
"I'll tell him im sorry for what he said. He had no right to say that to her. I'll tell her!" I said.
"Joy you have a visitor?" Billie Joe said.

"Hey Joy?" I said.
"If you are Joel get out plz?" Joy said. She watched me come in.
"Hey Joy im sorry for Joel he had no right say that I'm sorry." I said.
"Its ok it hurts but I'm still alive. I know its my fought for coming on this tour I could have just stay home." Joy said.
"Joy how was he suppose to know that you were coming. Its not your fought its his fought ass wipe should have kept his feelings about you to his self." I said.
"I'm so happy to be on this tour I saw Deano hes very cool. I cant wait until the show?" Joy said.
"Yea I know I cant wait until Green day goes on. Joy can you tell me something?" I asked.
"Yea sure sweetie what is it?" Joy asked me.
"Why did you run away from me?" I asked.
"I didnt run away from you my mom wanted me home alot. I'm sorry Benj?" Joy said.
"Its ok Joy I never said anything until now. Joy I like you alot and if you haven't noticed I like you ever sense high school." I said.
"Thank you I like you too." Joy said.
"Joy your loveable." I said.
"Yea I go see if Billie made it to Rolling Stones interview?" Joy says.
"Billie said tell you that he'll be at the Rolling Stones interview and for you not too worry." I said coming closer to her.
"Ok what are you doing Mr.Madden?" Joy said pulling away from him but I kept pulling her to me.
"Its Benji! Just be quiet ok can I hold you?" I asked.
"Um...........................sure no bitting OK?" Joy said.
"Darn Joy you took the fun out of it!" I said I held her.
"Joy dear what have you been doing with your self?" I asked.
"Well I have been Billie Joe's assitant for a few months. I love working for him, he makes every day fun. What about you?" Joy asked.
"I bet he does, lets see I'm playing in a band I sing with my brother, I own a clothing line with my brothers, I have a recording company." I said.
"Thats great Benji." Joy said.
"Its Benj!" I said.
"How many names do you have?" Joy asked me.
"Thousands of them." I said.
"Its time for a nap, I better let you go?" Joy said.
"No I haven't got to go any where right now. If you don't mind having me for company?" I said.
"No you can stay!" Joy said.

After an hour she fell asleep, Joel was texted me he wanted to know where I was. I told him he was pissed off about it, I don't know what happen between them. Joel got on looked at us, and rolled his eyes.

"Joel whats your problem with her?" I asked.
"I don't know?" Joel said.
"You are the worlds worst liar Joel just be honest you like her?" I said.
"No I don't know. Benj your needed for sound check?" Joel said.
"Mmk if you insist? bye sweetheart see ya at the show bye" I said as I got up left.

Billie Joe's pov

I just got back from Rolling Stones interview. I half to say it went well. So I got on the bus, I see Joy is asleep on the couch. I grabed some cover and covered her up. I'm assumming she fell asleep when Benji was here. Here comes Tre Cool, Mike they got on.

"Hey Billie sup?" Tre cool asked me.
"Nothing much I just got back from a Rolling Stones interview. It was good." I said.
"Thats great." Mike said.
"Hey Billie how did it go?" Mike said.
"It went great." I said.
"Billie how did it go?" Joy asked me.
"It went great!" I said.

Joel's pov

I saw something Joy is on tour with us. Great thats all Benji needs he was starting to get over her now shes back in his life. He keeps bragging about her one more I'll knock him some where. Here he comes from some where.

"Yea Joel I think I'm going to see about Joy bye." Benji said.
"Benji if I hear you say that name one more I will knock you some where?" I said.
"Joel Madden you like her you just can't stand me and Joy together can you?" Benji said.
"No its not that." I said.
"Yes it is thats exactly what is isn't it?" Benji said.
"Ok you wanna know so damn bad I like her ok?" I
said.
"Ah you like my girl, Joel its ok honest." Benji said.
"I wasn't asking for your persserion i was telling you i like her." I said.

Normal pov

So during the show Joy gotten a call.

Joy: Hello?
Cayln: Hey Joy. She was crying.
Joy: Hey Cayln why are you cry?
Cayln: Joy Sid commited suicide. Joy was shocked.
Cayln: Joy don't do anything stupid if you do I'll ask Billie Joe if I could down kick your ass you hear me?
Joy: Yes Cayln I hear you ok Cayln I half to go Green Day is on stage now bye.
Cayln: Bye plz Joy I mean it don't do anything stupid ok I'll come and kick your ass back here.
Then the line went dead.

Joy hung up tried to find a drink but there wasn't any to be found?

After the show Joel found Joy crying alone in mine and Benj's dressing room.

"Joy whats wrong?" Joel asked her.
"My friend Sid died of suicide tonight." Joy said.
"Aww Joy I'm sorry!" Joel said.
"What the hell am I telling you for?" Joy said leaving.

Benji came in "Joel why is Joy crying?" He asked.
"Her friend Sid died of suicide tonight then she yelled at me and left." He said.
"Can you blame her you don't like her Joel." Benji said.
"No but Benj she's really hurting she needs you!" Joel said. Then Billie Joe came in "Where's Joy I haven't seen her all night?" Billie asked us.
"She said her friend commited suicide!" Joel said.
"Ok we need to find her ok this serious." Billie Joe said worried Joy would have done somethng to her.

Joy was at a bar crying and drinking her blues away. "Its not fair I lost my friend tonight." Joy said crying her eyes out still. "Miss don't you think you've had enough?" Bartender asked her.
"No I don't know pour me another I don't wanna think about it anymore." Joy said. She was doing shots all night long she wanted to died after Cayln called told her what happen. Of all friends why her she thought. She pasted out after she took the shot.

The bartender picked up her phone called the first name her list.

"Hello?" Benji said.
"Hey theres a girl down here drunk were fixing to close so if you could come down and get her plz? I just picked her phone up you were first on address book?" guy said.
"Yea sure oook!" Benji said.
"Mmk Bye." gguy said.
Benji hung up.

"Who was that Benji?" Billie Joe asked him.
"That was the bartender where Joy is at?" Benji said.
"Do you know what bar?" Billie asked him.
"Yeeea I do but can I go alone plz? She needs me if thats ok?" Benji asked Billie Joe.
"Yea shes in a fragile state call let me know when she made it to your bus ok?" Billie Joe said.
"I will!" Benji said leaving.
"Benj can I go with you?" Joel asked him.
"Yea come on Joel!" Benji said making his way out of buiding, Joel was following him.

They got into the car, "Benj I'm sorry let her go I didn't know!" Joel said.
"Its fine Joel I know you didn't do anything she has a broken heart getting drunk isn't going to help her. It didn't help me at all it just added more problems." Benji said.

They got out went in she was laying head down on the bar. "Sweeheart come on I'll take you home babe up you go?" Benji said putting her arm around my shoulder and just picked her up carried her out to car. Joel got her pulse and cell phone it was ringing.

"Hello? who's this?" Joel asked.
"Hey who's this?" Girl said.
"Hello I'm Joel Madden!" Joel said.
"I'm Cayln wheres Joy at she didn't kill herself did she?" Cayln said.
"No she didn't she's drunk is all sorry I got to go." Joel said.
"Ok tell Joy I'm coming too see about her, I'll see her soon." Cayln said.
"I will bye." Joel said.

"Who was that?" Benji asked.
"One of Joy's friends, she's wondering about Joy I told her she's drunk?" Joel said getting in car. Benj sat in the back with Joy. He reached Joel's head slaped the back of it.
"What the hell Benj?" Joel asked him.
"Joel Cayln didn't need to know that now she'll be on her way down here. Thanks alot Joel!" Benji said.

Benji has gotten her out and took her on the bus. He took her to couch, "Joy wake up dear?" Benji said. "Joy wake up plz !" Joel said.

please reveiw! Hope Cayln and Cassie dont mind being in my story!

love ya
Joy!