I know many of the people I know won't understand how I feel about being female. I always have long talks with a friend of mine about being male, how awesome it would be etc, but they just wanna be male because they feel it would be better then being female.
It just hurts, so much.
I can't even write this anymore. I don't sound like myself. I guess that's because I'm not myself, and will most likely never will be.