somehow i found this chapter rather heart-breaking.
deep inside she was happy that he was snooping around and going through her things.
for the majority of us, that would be a sign of distrust, but to her it meant that he cared for her.
i get that. after becoming so insecure because of gerard continuously making her feel worthless, a tiny little sign of anything but disgust is enough to make her feel somewhat warm and fuzzy inside.
but yeah, that girl needs to call ron. it seems like she's alienated herself from the world. it's just her and broken gerard.
Author's response
Just goes out to show how dysfunctional their relationship is..