Wow. That was really deep. It also sorta made me realize that I'm not completely alone in certain respects.
Anyway, wonderful. Just...don't try to escape just yet, okay? Promise that you'll try for just a little bit longer. You truly have no idea how badly families and lives are ripped apart when suicide is committed. [I should know.] If you tell somebody- anybody- about how you're feeling, it helps immensely.
Thanks so much. I've tried to talk, it just seems that there aren't enough people willing to listen. So that's where poetry and writing come in. They help me vent my depression.
And no, you're not alone. ^^