I'm extremely sorry you had to go through that. But it's over now, and it's okay to still hate it and be mad about it. Kick and scream and hurt someone. Let out your emotions, hun. Don't keep it all bottled in. You're a fantastic writer and you really have something going for you. P.S. I'm gonna watch Dracula today.
Soooo excited. ^.^
-Sinister Toro