Name: Cassadee Torrez
Age: 18 (Just turned if that’s alright. I can be younger if you want)
Disorder/why you are in the hospital: I have Borderline Personality Disorder. I looked up the information online: This personality disorder is identified by tremendous instability, especially in relationships and in mood. There is an intense fear of abandonment, and the individual makes constant efforts to avoid abandonment. These individuals often make many suicide gestures, and frequently engage in self-mutilation. They are extremely impulsive, and engage in many self-defeating behaviors.
Since when have you had this disorder?: All my life but I was diagnosed at age 12
Preferred partner (MCR, Bert McCracken, or original): Bert or Gee if possible
Appearance: Shoulder length black/brown hair, straight, with blond color blocks and sideways bangs (start short at side part and get longer across face), very bright blue eyes with a brown stripe in the left one, I’m boyishly skinny from years of playing soccer but I have some curves, I’m about 5’5” and for tattoos I have 6 stars on wrist, and a big star that has music notes and little stars trailing behind it on right hip
Interests: I write all the time, I play guitar and I sing. I love to read and used to play soccer. I can’t stand it anymore but it was my life when I was younger.
Additional information: I have attempted suicide three times in two months and I’m a cutter, which along with my depression caused my parents to admit to the hospital. I don't not get along with my parents or siblings; causing my friends to become my family, but even they have abandoned me when I was sent here. My mood swings aren’t as bad anymore but my fear of being of abandoned is still something that they are working on.
I hope this isn’t too much or you think it's to contrived. I really love the idea of this story and I hope you chose me!!!