Hi, I agree with everything you said. I'm rather disappointed and sad to see Ryan being this way. Drugs are not worth your life, and I just can't understand how it could make you happy. I don't know Ryan personally, but I can say that he is much better than this, and doing coke is just not the answer. Itruly despise drugs with a passion. I keep hearing different things, as to why he is resorted this, but I truly hope he gets better and realizes, that he is only wasting away inside and out. Every musician who does drugs is better than that. It's hard to witness him slowly spiral down, cause eventually it will happen, if he continues, I can only send my thoughts his way, and hope he heals before it's too late.