Okay. This is gonna come out sounding really weird, but I feel really sick after reading that. But now, allow me to explain: When I feel anything- happiness, sadness, anger, anything- too strongly, I start to feel like I'm gonna get sick. And after reading that, I'm so saddened but so profoundly moved that I feel that sick now. That was absolutely incredible, really. It's not crap; it's not anything close to crap. I'm disgusted by the truth behind it [meaning I'm absolutely sickened that there are people who actually have to experience that shit], but MAN was that story beautiful. I've been reading fanfiction for years and never have I been so affected by one as I was by this story. Excellent, excellent job. You got me bawling.