you know? this reminds me of that movie The Basketball Diaries, if you havent seen it you should its really good, and it takes this kids diaries from getting deep into drugs. I love this story. I recently have been struggling with depression and pills and these are like spot on emotions. I am so drawn to this story!! I just wanted to say that, even though its rather useless info haha. but thanks for posting this I really like how you show emotions, the way you describe, keep it up!!