I'm not going to sit here and type about how things get better, and you just have to look at the bright side - I've been told those things before, and it's never as easy as saying "my glass is half full, not half empty".
Sometimes it's hard to find the crucial balance between the negative and the positive in life.
But you always have to remember that
there are people out there who are willing to talk to you and help you realise that things don't always have to be negative 24 hours a day 7 days a week.
Take out all your rage in something positive! Start a band, write (which you are doing oh-so well as it is), draw - whatever!
Always remember that your brothers and sisters in the MCRmy care for you.
xoxo