Oh dude,that's horrible!We're not gonna ignore you,we're gonna help you through this.
Everyone goes through hard shit in life but this is pretty tough.Just remember there's always some light at the tunnel,even though that is so cheesy I can actually taste cheese in my mouth....
I agree with DeathCookie,do something good out of your rage.Write a song.Pick up an instrument.Punch a younger sibling.
You're never alone in this place,dude.We all have fucked lives here,and we make the best of it.
rage and love,
xo l.