Darling, I know exactly how you feel. I'm not that skinny, I have crappy skin and hair, and I don't wear the most expensive (so therefore best, according to people at my schools) clothes. I've lost almost all my self esteem because of society and my mom. I wear too much makeup because I feel fat and ugly. But I've decided fuck it. I'll dress, look, and act how I want, and if that's not good enough for anyone, I don't care. They can suck it. And I love you for posting this :)