Review for The Only One For Me(?)

The Only One For Me(?)

(#) rainbow_apocalypse 2011-04-21

i cryed when i read what you put about cutting. i was suicidal for a long time and still cut it hard to say. i am still here because well i dunno music is a big help i do thing my chem saved my life. i think what your trying to do is so sweet. and you need to keep it up for the people who do have somthing to life for and just cant see it. you story is awesome keep it up x

Author's response

Thank you! My writing kind of keeps me sane. I think that everyone has SOMETHING to live for. For me I think it was mostly I just couldn't stand the idea of breaking my promise to my little brother. That kind of kept me from doing anything too dramatic, but I still wanted to die, and I just haven't felt that way since I started listening to My Chemical Romance. I just really want a chance to say thank you to them and all you guys too. Knowing that some people actually wanted to read my writting was like a revalation. All of a sudden everyone was wondering when I'd update it and it made me realize that I had at least one thing I'm decent at. I don't think I'll be back to my former state of mind any time soon, and I hope you stay happy too. I'm sorry that I'm a little confused, but I'm trying to figure out if there's supposed to be a comma in "still cut it hard to say." because if there is it's placing could have you saying that you used to, or you do. Sorry, I hate to ask about painful memories but just wanted to completely understand. I'm glad you like the story and me reaching out type thing. Take care of yourself, stay healthy and happy. Love you!