i just have no one to talk to really.... and everything just keeps getting worse..
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I'm here for you. One of the things that helped me was finding self-reliant hobbies. I have a psycho for a mom and she loves to break or take my stuff, so I had to come up with things to do that didn't include leaving the house or having a bunch of stuff. I picked writing. I could write all day and no matter how many times she'd try to tear it to shreds or on the off chance it was on the computer pre-typed she tried to delete it, I'd always have either a back up or have it in my head. And I would read, I could read for hours and my mom couldn't destroy te books 'cause they were from the library. Basically anything to take your mind off what's bothering you. Do you want to explain what's getting worse? It'd be easier to try to help if I knew. If it's too personaly though, I completely understand.