fuck I'm worried about everybody... And I think Ray is just trying to be strong and not show his own worry for Monty's sake.
I'm especially worried about Jamie and Mikey. Like I'm scared Jamie will hurt herself and then so will Mikey and Frank. Then Gerard and Bree. Then Cari and Monty, then Ray. Like a chain reaction. Like not that they'd all hurt theirself, but that something bad like breakdowns etc...
Looking forward to next update:) xoxo Jamie