He's alive. I know it. Gut feeling. The guys are gonna be worried, but he's all right. I just hope he doesn't have to have yet another surgery. That would be the one that kills him. And I could not handle it if Gee died. Well, not him dying really... But what the guys would do afterward. I would cry, like a sissy baby, lighting candles and staring at them to get my balls back (albeit I have none). I just couldn't handle it.
Frank: good job, disrupting the peace. In a hospital. On the phone. Cursing. You did something I've always wanted to do. But, yes, beat yourself up for not answering the call. You and the guys should know that when Gerard calls, and he's out, serious shit is happening. He could have been in a car wreck, died, and the ambulence worker was calling you (cos you were an ICE contact) to tell you. Or he could have been on drugs. Again. Beat yourself up, but don't hurt yourself.
Mikey: You chose the right decision. If he died, which I doubt he did, it would have been at the hands of the surgon. You chose what you thought would be best. If you didn't sign there, then he would have surely died. Don't beat yourself up over it.
Ray: The silent wall, are we? Let your fro do the talking.
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