Ive stopped going about a couple of weeks ago, I got feed up with all of the shit that they are pushing. When I did go I was hoping for the feeling of wholeness that I used to get from church and not feeling bad or evil that everyone calls me. And you know what I find funny? All of these retarded bible thumpers say that they love everyone unconditionly and no matter what you do god loves you also but they are lying through their fucking teeth. If what I believe in doesn't match perfectly with their beliefs they start getting all pissy and mad. If heaven is going to be filled with a bunch of stuck up asswips, I'd rather go to hell.
Uhm sorry for sorta ranting there and not makeing much sense lol
And Im sorry about your mom, I hope things get better for you :)
Author's response
Ha ha! LoL. I'd rather go to hell too! And no problem! I enjoyed your rant. :)
Thanks about my mom. She's spiralling downward and is schizoaffective. That's why I've been gone so long. She been hiding food and decided to take my notebook (with about ten chapters of I Brought You My Love in it). I just found it.
Thank you for your well wishes, they mean a lot to me.
Sincerly,
Anna