aw i'm so sorry, it's horrible news. don't worry about updating, i know what it's like and you have much more important things on your mind than updating a story.
Good luck and stay strong, very very strong. i wish i could give you a hug right now but unfortunately i can't.
if you ever want to talk i'm always here, (blondie-lizzie@hotmail.co.uk)
Chin up, and stay strong