NONONO, DONT YOU EVEN DARE TO WORRY ABOUT IT !!! you focus on getting better first :3 as much as i lovelovelove your stories to death, i can wait as long as youre healthy :3 we kind of need you alive in order to write the story...anddddd i would appreciate it if you dont kill yourself trying so hard. seriously. take it easy and get yourself better...and the christmas and funny frerard idea i will DEFINATELY read :3 so once again, RELAX AND I TRULY HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER !!! :3