First of all, i actually quite... We'll... FUCK THIS. Ok the shit is I hate people, I honestly do. They screw things up and are pretty much the most disgusting waste of motherfucking space there is out there. But the thing is, we have TI deal with the cunts, the bitches, the fakers. We don't have a GODanm choice. If I got a hay penny every single fucking time that someone said they felt bad for me or I was the way I am because my parents died I would not have to get an education. I have a fake, homophobic "mother" that absolutely hates me for my parents dying and her being stuck with me. My best and only friend killed herself exactly 432 days ago. I can barely go five minutes at my school without someone telling me to "go cut myself" or "pull an Amanda" ( the cruel term they use for my best friends suicide). Sorry I'm off track, lost in my own sea of hate. But the main point is, they are complete idiots who don't realize That being better, More original, Will pay off and earn uou much More respect. Please try and ignore thèse assholes and pull through... I réalise im just a stranger but please be strong. This may seem creepy but if you Everest need to talk, just email me of ya Want. At: i.carried.on@gmail.com k?
Love from Lauren.
And sorry for bitching, its been a Rough 432 days
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First of all, and I know you probably get this from a lot of people, but I am genuinely sorry your friend killed herself. One of my best friends killed himself in front of me on Skype. He kept going on about "the one he loved" and how "she would never love him back", and just before he died, he told me it was me. The fucking killer thing was that I was totally in love with him too, and we could've been together, but, he's gone... And it's fucking unbearable...
Thank you for your e-mail, I might use it at some point.