You don't bore us with your problems, or make us upset that you can't update. The only concern is you and you only. That is a lot of stress to be under, having gone under life-threatening illness, severe depression and work catch-up myself. But you should know everyone's here for you and you really should take your time and get better.
As for something that's made you feel like a failure, I can only guess what it is and tell you, judging by my guess, that you should not let it make you feel like that. Though I know how it makes you feel like that, you are anything from it. You are strong and smart and insanely good at writing, and you have a great sense of humor and your very genuine and down to earth. You also seem to apologize for everything and anything that you can somehow blame on yourself, which you've really got to stop doing because no one minds; the important thing is that you're happy and well. So focus on that before anything else, which I can imagine is not something you normally do. :)
Take your time, get room to breathe, and update when and if you can. There's no limit - especially not with the stress you're under.
Email me if you need anything: a bitch, a rant, a whine, a cry, some advice, a talk.. or simply to have someone to speak to and to keep your mind off everything.
I know how it feels, honey, but remember that you can get through anything; you're strong and beautiful and amazing, and if anything happens, you can deal with it. Simply because you are you and you're like that.
Stay strong. :)
youcannotdestroyme@hotmail.co.uk
-Amberxoxo
Author's response
I'm really glad to hear I don't bore you guys...I really worry I do sometimes. I'm sorry you've had to go through stuff like this yourself..it's horrible.
Thank you so, so much, that means so much to hear :') Seriously, this review has made me tear up a little..I can't believe how supportive and sweet you guys are to me, it's truly amazing. Readers like you are really what keep me going. I don't know what I'd do without you all.
Seriously, thank you again so, so much for your support. It really means a lot to me and makes me feel a little better about everything.
I'll update as soon as I possibly can (:
CosmicZombie xo