Please Phoebe let us know you're still here and you didn't go through with it. The others have taken the words right out of my mouth. Please don't go Phoebe, I know things are tough, but you gotta hang in there. I may or may not know, but I'd think Vanessa would want you to keep going and live on for the both of you. Hold on just a little bit longer and it will get better. I know it sounds cliche, but take it from someone who has been through some shit, and I'm still here today to talk about it and now I'm having a baby. Life turns around eventually. Obviously we are all here for you and care for you, regardless if online or not. Ficwad is infamous for the mass support it offers when someone really needs it.
Please Celeste, please think this through and don't let yourself go. I'm praying for you kiddo and I know you're strong. Please just give us something to know you're still here with us.