No, don't be sorry.
You shouldn't listen to people who bitch about spamming the page, if you want to put it here you can. We are a bunch of people that care about eachother, and we are more than happy you're letting this out instead of bottling it up. You came to the right place posting this, 'cause I can assure you we are willing to help anybody. You can email me if you want, it's on my profile. I know you might not want to talk, I don't always feel like it, but just remember we're always here.