This is very moving. I really understand it. I've had a pretty unstable relationship with myself that's taken turns towards wanting suicide, and I think everyone does.
It's hard. Life is hard.
I know a few very important people in my life who have gone that way and I'll never get them back.
This just really touched me.
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Oh my goodness. You have no idea how much I appreciate you saying this.
I've kind of wanted to get that story off my chest for a while, and it's nice that it connected with someone.