Claire omfg I'm crying. I actually am. You never told me it was that bad. Yeah, you said it was really bad. But I never ever imagined you ment that bad. I just wish I was now there with you to just hold you and cuddle you. When, and if, I ever get to meet MCR, or even just one of those four men, not only am I going to thank them for saving my life, I'm going to thank them for saving you're life. They've saved your life more than they have mine. And without them, I wouldn't even have known you exsisted, as it wouldn't be possible. And without them, you'd most likely be dead and I wouldn't even know as we'd never have met. I can't even imagine that being a pssibility. Just no. And I am still crying. And I know MCR have probably heard way more than a million stories similar, or the same as this one, but I really don't even care. I will make it my mission to meet even just one of them, even if I only get to thank them for exsisting and saving your life. And I accidently typed sexisting and had to change it, but that's completely irrelivant so anyway.
And about the update. Dm on Twitter about it, or email me about it. Whichever you prefer. Well, dm's easier for me. But either is okay. Just.... Why Claire? What for? You've not mentioned anything about it to me... And I really wish you had. I thought you'd promised to tell me about stuff like that? But you've not mentioned it in the slightest. Yeah, DM or email me. Seen as though you're sleeping now though, I'm just going to cry and worry and etc all night, well, early morning, until I manage to fall asleep.
I love you Claire, so fucking much. And I just hope you're okay and I wish you had told me. This would be overflowing with hearts if it never cut off when you type one. I honestly can't explain how much I love you and how much I'm worrying over what happened to make you need to cut again and not tell me about it. And please, whatever you do, don't feel bad for not telling me. That's the last thing I want.
- lots and lots and lots and losts and lots and anlther suitcase full of lots of love from Your Insane Gay Dalek H xoxoxoxox xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xoxoxoxox