You are truly talented. I didn't know that your stories keep getting rated down though; I don't know what kind of dick would do that, because your stories and poems are beautiful. I understand that you need to leave here, and it sucks, because I always thought that FicWad WOULD be that safe haven that people could escape to.... not this.... pit of despair or something. (O_O). I hope that you keep writing though, and that maybe one day you'll come back.
Good luck.