Dear Cian,
No one deserves to go through what you family has been through. My Chemical Romance saved some of us. Just not all and not in time. I would have given anything for Allie to have reached out to at least one of us. Or to you. You have so much to live for. You have to live for Allie, for all the wonderful things she stands for. Never give in, never give up. Back to the sun and keep running. hugs