I totally get what you're feeling. I barely log in anymore (just to check a few stories that I've been following for a while, yours included) but when I do, I just feel dissapointment. This site used to be everything for me. When my life was falling apart, I could get lost in the pages of fan fiction and for a little while, I could forget my problems and just read. Now its all full of drama and rants and its just getting to be stressful. This site never would make me stressed.
Ficwad was what really got me into writting. Even though I'm not great at it, I just love doing it and getting lost in my own little world that I created. This site isn't about kids expressing themselves through words anymore, its changed and not for the better.
I'm going to be leaving here too. I just don't know when. Its going to be soon though.
If you move your work to another site, please please please send me the link. You were one of the reasons why I even logged on here anymore. Your writing style is amazing and I would be even more sad if I never get to read your work anymore.
Author's response
Hey dude. It's me, I came back to this stupid site. I remember reading this review and having no fucking clue what to say to it, like, Jesus, I was thinking to myself, "why am I leaving these wonderful people?" But I needed the break and it was necessary for me to stay intact. This old place got more and more sinister after Anna...and I'm just going to support these kids as much as I can. Thank you for caring about all those crazy fucking stories I wrote. It meant a lot at the time.
-S