I actually sorta know how you feel. Just remember you'll find someone who you CAN be with who will make you feel the same way.
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It feels awful doesn't it? :'( I wish I could, but right now, Frank's basically taking over me without knowing it. Just by him existing, I am literally a mess. I hope that guy is exactly like Frank. I don't just love him for his looks. We just have so much in common, it's ridiculous. :'( xx