Thank you for posting this, I don't really know what to say about it I still feel so numb. This is a fantastic story. When I can fully feel again I'll probably write a better review.
Author's response
I wrote this as a quick thing to help myself cope with their decision. I hoped that it would at least help someone else, maybe my methods aren't so strange because it's gotten good feedback. I tried to take it from their perspective, with some things that have been my mantra since I stopped crying over them.