And to this day I miss you alot Allie. I know you are okay now but you were such a great person and even in death you are beautiful. I hope when I go I can offically meet you and bitch slap you for doing this. And then at the same time hug you cause you were so wonderful and I miss you and you writing and plainly talking to you cause you were always there.
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I hope you are okay in case you secretly are still alive. I seriously hope it was a joke still.
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Your brother is a ass for pushing you to this. I could not live knowing I pushed one of them to slit their own throat.i guess MCR couldn't save you this time like they HAVE done in the past. To me your brother doesnt give them credit. You alweays seemed so happy and then I had seen this and I burst into tears on the spot.
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We have a girl on here named Mia but she likes to be called Kitty. She tried to do the same thing and my heart stopped for a seconds and you had ran through my head and I didn't want to lose another friend to suicide. You were supposed to carry onget through life and be happy. I am sorry for not being a good friend and ever talking to you about what you were feeling and what not.
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All I can say is I miss you alot and I hope that if you are alive still, that you are happy and if This is a hopeless note, I still want you to be happy and okay. Alive or dead.
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I guess the band couldn't save you this time.
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So I guess I will see you at the Black Parade?