You're a great writer, I think you're talented and dedicated. More dedicated than I am, anyway. And I know what you mean, FOB helps me focus, normally I have a really hard time with that. And they have grown up, I mean, Patrick's voice has definitely changed, and their lyrics, if you start listening to EOWYG all the way up to IOH the lyrics get deeper and more thought-provoking by the album, their sound's changed as well. I'm just glad FicWad didn't die, and the Apocalypse didn't happen. I don't think I've ever gotten that many comments and messages on myspace in my entire life. But just know you're an amazing writer, dedication or not. :)