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“Laura, Honey.” I felt his hand on my forehead. “Are you okay?”
Slowly I opened my eyes wondering how long I’d been asleep. I could see he’d come directly from the stage. He was covered in sweat and I smiled thinking he looked beautiful. Hell, I even said so.
“Beautiful?” He repeated. “I look like shit and smell like it too. What happened? Alicia said you threw up and she brought you back here.”
“Yeah, I did.” I slowly sat up and he helped me to stand. Okay, the world didn’t tilt so the dizziness had passed. “I’m okay now.”
He looked at me closely. “You sure? Maybe I should get one of the medics to take a look at you.”
“Gee, I’m a pregnant woman. I’m supposed to get sick and dizzy sometimes. It goes with the territory.” Slowly we walked to the front of the bus. No one else had returned yet and I guessed they were still backstage. “I’m sorry I worried you.”
“I need to shower.” He said once I was seated on the sofa.
“I need you to hold me.” I answered looking up at him.
He smiled, “Sugar, I’d be happy to but not until I shower. Sit right there and I’ll be back in a minute.” He dropped a quick kiss on the top of my head and took off for the bathroom.
“Okay if I come in?” I turned hearing Jenny’s voice.
“Sure.” I said giving her a smile.
She walked over and took a seat across from me. “Alicia said you got sick during the concert. You okay?”
I realized that Alicia had remembered not to tell anyone about my condition. Only the band members and Donna knew and I still just wanted to keep it this way for a bit longer.
“I was feeling kinda sick but better now.” I answered.
Jenny was looking at me closely, “You still look kind of pale. Can I get you anything?”
“Oh, I’m sure Gee will baby me when he gets out of the shower.” I laughed.
“He’s here? Oh, I thought he was still back stage.” She stood quickly. “Well I better get going. I just wanted to check on you.”
“You can’t stay a few minutes?”
She laughed as she pushed her glasses up her nose. “I’d love to but I’m pretty sure the rest of the Meet and Greet crew would be pissed. I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”
“Thanks.” I said sincerely.
Jenny nodded, “No problem.” She started to leave but turned, “Hey, you were there when something got thrown on stage, weren’t you?”
Shit, I was trying hard to forget that. “Yeah.”
“What the hell was it?” She asked. “I heard some of the guys in the crew talking but no one seemed to know.”
“I just think it was a banner.” I lied.
Jenny looked puzzled, “Oh, I just thought it was more cause the concert got stopped.”
I didn’t want to discuss this so I just shrugged. We both heard the water in the shower turn off.
“Well see you tomorrow.” Jenny said moving towards the stairs. I said goodbye just as Gee walked into sight.
“Who you talkin’ to?” he asked looking around.
“Jenny stopped by to make sure I’m okay.” I answered with a smile.
“She know you’re pregnant?”
I shook my head.
Gerard looked surprised, “I thought you would have told her. You two seem like pretty good friends.”
“We are but I’m still keeping it to myself for a bit longer. I don’t mind the guys knowing but…”
He took a seat next to me and pulled me into his arms. I inhaled his clean scent and snuggled even closer. “I love you.” I whispered.
“Laura.” He stroked my arm as he spoke, “I know you saw what got thrown on stage and I know you told Worm to get rid of it.”
I kept my head against his chest as I spoke, “Yep I did.”
“I’m sure it was just some fan who thought it’s be funny.” He said slowly.
I smiled to myself feeling relief. That was what I was hoping he’d think. Hell, maybe that was all there was to it. Still I was glad I’d asked Worm not to tell him about he blond girl he’d thought had been the culprit. Hopefully no one else had seen her. “I think so to.” I said softly.
“But I fucking froze.” I could hear the anger in his voice. “That was stupid of me.”
“Hey it caught you off guard.” I said raising my head to look into his eyes. “Don’t worry about it.”
His eyes had taken on a far away look, “It fuckin’ freaked me out. Suddenly in my head I was back to that day. So much blood on the white sheets.”
I sat up and took his face between my hands, “Don’t. Stop it.”
He blinked, “Sorry. I’m sorry.”
My lips found his and the kiss which started out to comfort became pure emotion. We broke apart only when we heard the others coming.
Ray walked on first. “You okay, Laura?”
“Yeah, I’m fine now.” I was touched by his concern. The rest of the band crowed in and everyone found seats.
“Why the fuck did someone throw that shit on the stage?’ Frank asked.
Beside me I felt Gerard tense. He and Ray looked at each other but neither answered.
“Probably just thought it went along with the song.” I said trying to downplay the whole incident.
“That’s sick.” Frank said but added, “Think you’re right though.”
“Hey Laura? Can I talk to you a minute?” None of us had noticed Worm enter the bus.
“Sure.” I stood. “Be right back.” I said giving Gee a quick kiss. I could tell he was curious as to why Worm wanted to talk to me alone. Once I was off the bus I followed Worm a short distance then he stopped.
“Look I don’t know what is going on. Hell, I never do but I take care of Gee. That’s my job.” Something in Worm’s voice worried me.
“What’s going on?” I asked looking around to make sure no one was listening.
“Maybe I should just talk to him.” Worm said nervously.
I tried to convince him otherwise. “I know you haven’t known me for that long but you have to know how much I love him. Just tell me what’s going on.”
“I was just going to show this to Gerard but after we talked on the bus and you asked me not to tell him about the blond I didn’t know what to do.” He took out a piece of paper and held in tightly in his hand. “I still think I should show it to him. It was attached to the sheet. I didn’t see it until I went to throw the thing away.”
“Worm, I know you have to know by now that there is a lot you don’t understand. Still you do what you can for Gee without question.”
He nodded, “Oh, fuck yeah. Some days I wonder if I’ll ever understand.”
I truly hoped he never would. “Trust me to decide what is best for him. Please?”
Slowly Worm handed me the piece of paper. As I unfolded it I felt a chill travel down my spine that had nothing to do with the night air. It was handwritten and the words were chilling. “You can’t wash my blood from the sheets. You can never wash my scent from your skin. I’m with you always.” It was signed with the name Merri.
“What the fuck does it mean?” Worm whispered.
I quickly folded it up and shoved it deep in my pocket. “I can’t tell you.” I said sadly. “All I can say is that someone from Gee’s past is fucking with him.”
“But this isn’t a game. I know what happened to Jenny. This is dangerous.”
I nodded, “Yeah, it is but we need to keep Gee focused on this tour.” I tried to choose my words carefully, “Worm, I know you’ve been with him a long time. I know you understand some of the demons he fights daily.”
Worm looked down at the ground, “Yeah, I know.”
“Then help me keep him safe mentally and physically. Please let me handle this and anything else that comes up. Please come to me first if something comes up.”
“He’s told me the most important thing in the world to him is you.” Worm said softly.
I smiled, “And he’s the most important thing in the world to me.” I paused then added, “And of course our baby.” As I had expected he wasn’t surprised. Gee had told him I was pregnant.
“Laura?” Gerard’s voice caused us both to turn back towards the bus.
“Be right there.” I spoke quickly to Worm. “I’m going to tell him I asked you to help me with a surprise I’m planning for him. He’ll ask what but of course I won’t tell him what it’s gonna be.”
Worm looked unsure, “What surprise?”
My mind was racing. I thought up an idea quickly and gave him the details of what we’d need.
He laughed, “Oh shit. Now you’re gonna start sending me on these tasks?”
“Yeah, I am.” I giggled, “And by the way, thank you. You have done so much for Gerard and me.”
“I’ll do anything for you guys.” Worm said looking slightly embarrassed.
I gave him a quick hug then walked back towards the bus. Gerard was still standing in the doorway. “What’s going on?”
I smiled, “Just a bit of planning going on.”
He didn’t seem to believe me at first. “Planning?”
“Well you don’t think you’re the only one who can plan special nights do you?”
Gerard laughed out loud. “Poor Worm is doing your bidding now?”
“He is.” I said as Gee put his arms around me. “And I’m sure you’ll be pleased by that fact.”
We walked back on the bus and sat down to talk with the others. For the moment the sheet incident was forgotten. However, as I sat chatting, my mind kept turning it over and over. Who was doing this? What did they hope to gain? Was it all just to drive my husband insane or was there truly more to it than that? Of course always buried deep down in the back of my mind the question still remained. What if Ray had lied? What if Merri was still alive? I snuggled up closer to Gee and tried not to let that thought take over. If it were true, if Ray had lied and was somehow connected to all of this it would devastate Gee to find out.

Several hours later I feel asleep in Gerard’s arms. Our bunk was a tight fit but neither of us minded. I wasn’t sure how long I’d been asleep when I suddenly awoke confused and disorientated. It only took me a moment to realize what had awakened me. Gee had gotten up. I rolled out of the bunk quietly and went to find him. He was sitting on the couch in the darkness.
“Hey.” I said softly knowing everyone else was asleep.
He opened his arms as I sat down and pulled me to his chest. “I didn’t mean to wake you. I just couldn’t sleep.”
“What’s you thinkin’ bout?”
He chuckled softly, “Just wondering what you asked Worm.”
My first thought was about what Worm and I had truly been talking about but I pushed that out of my head. Gee was wondering what I’d asked Worm to get for us. I giggled, “Can’t say. It would ruin the surprise.”
“Not even a hint?”
I lowered my hand to his lap and stroked him through his sweats. “Not even a hint.”
He moaned softly, “Woman, you are evil.”
“And you love it.” I stroked him harder.
He knew where my mind was headed. “We could get caught.” He said nuzzling my ear.
“Makes it more exciting.” I whispered. “Lift your hips a minute.”
He seemed to consider my words only a moment then did as I had requested. I pulled his sweats down just enough so that I could release him. His dick was already swelling as I took him into my hands. He leaned his head back and closed his eyes. I scooted myself down on the sofa and lowered my mouth on to him.
“Oh fuck.” He whispered roughly. His hands stroked my hair and my mouth began to suck and release his throbbing rod. I stopped only long enough to lick my way down to his balls. His breathing was starting to come faster.
“Oh Sugar.” He whispered. “So fucking good.”
I had just planned on this for him but suddenly my own need took over. I got up and swiftly kicked off my sweats. There was enough light I could see him watching me. Slowly I straddled him and bit my lip to keep from crying out as I impaled myself on him. He pushed my sweatshirt up and captured one of my nipples with his mouth. His hands were on my pack pushing me closer. Placing my hands on the back of the sofa I arched my back and began to ride him. In and out I took his length savoring the building tension.
“Cum for me.” He whispered. His teeth gently nibbled on my nipple causing a delicious pain. One more thrust and the waves of passion crashed over me. Gee had been holding back waiting. As soon as he knew I was there he lowered his hands and raised my hips pushing me down on him harder. I felt him explode inside me a minute later. I fell against him exhausted. He lifted me off of him and surprised me by laying me down on the sofa. He dropped the floor and began licking my pussy.
“Gee what are you doing?” I was still trying to catch my breath from the orgasm.
“Cum for me again.” He whispered. “I know you can.”
“But I did.”
His tongue was running up and down my wet slit. He raised his head, “I know you did and I know you can do it again. I want to taste it this time.”
Oh fuck hearing him say that shook me. He reached up and grabbed my hands. When he placed him on my breasts I knew what he wanted. Slowly I pulled and pinched my nipples while he continued to lap up my juices.
“I can taste us.” He whispered. “Now let me taste you.” He took his fingers and pulled apart my lips. His tongue darted inside causing me to arch my back to meet his mouth. Oh shit the feeling was too much. I came a second time.
Gee finished licking me clean then sat back. He gently pushed the hair from my eyes. “Good?”
“Holy shit.” I giggled, “Yeah, good.”
He helped me stand and redress. Silently we walked to our bunk and crawled in. In the morning when I awoke he was still beside me and he was smiling in his sleep