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Gerard follows warily behind me, shutting the door once we get into my dorm. I stare at the floor as I walk towards my bed, sitting down. He sits down next to me.
“So. Tell me.”
“What?” I force out.
“Everything. But start with why I found you on the floor with a bloody knife.” He makes an attempt at dark humor.
“My best friend got in a car accident.” I say gruffly.
“I’m sorry.” He waits a moment. “But that’s not what I was asking.”
“What are you asking?” I say bitterly.
“Why do you cut yourself?” He says, looking me right in the eye.
I stare back at him, feeling whatever was keeping me from falling apart melt away.
“I hate myself.” I choke, feeling tears run down my cheeks. “ I hate myself. No one loves me. Everyone who ever did left me.” I’m gasping, sobbing. I can’t really breathe.
“I’m all alone. And I will always be.”
I put my head in my hands, not caring that it kills my wrist. I cry, not caring about anything.
And Gerard just watches. He sits and stares at me. There’s something in his eyes, and I can’t put a name to it.
And then he puts his arms around me and I freeze.
“I know how you feel.” He whispers.
He’s touching me. My tears slow, and I sit up, so I can see his face.
He’s got a single tear sliding down his nose, and his eyes are sparkling.
“I know how you feel. But you’re wrong.”
I just stare at him.
“You shouldn’t hate yourself. And please don’t hurt yourself. Ever.” His hair falls in his face. His hands are shaking as he puts them on my cheeks. They’re warm.
“You aren’t alone Rainier. You haven’t been, since I met you.”
He pulls my face right in front of his. I can feel his breath on my lips when he speaks.
“I love you. And I won’t ever leave.”
And he kisses me.
For a moment, I can’t do anything. I’m stunned a third time.
And then I realize what he’s said.
And I kiss him back.
I put my hands in his hair, closing my eyes. He kisses me gently, like he’s afraid I’ll break. He might be right.
It’s the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced.
And I love him too.
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It's short, for me. But eventful.
I got the Black Parade is Dead today. Hee hee.......
“So. Tell me.”
“What?” I force out.
“Everything. But start with why I found you on the floor with a bloody knife.” He makes an attempt at dark humor.
“My best friend got in a car accident.” I say gruffly.
“I’m sorry.” He waits a moment. “But that’s not what I was asking.”
“What are you asking?” I say bitterly.
“Why do you cut yourself?” He says, looking me right in the eye.
I stare back at him, feeling whatever was keeping me from falling apart melt away.
“I hate myself.” I choke, feeling tears run down my cheeks. “ I hate myself. No one loves me. Everyone who ever did left me.” I’m gasping, sobbing. I can’t really breathe.
“I’m all alone. And I will always be.”
I put my head in my hands, not caring that it kills my wrist. I cry, not caring about anything.
And Gerard just watches. He sits and stares at me. There’s something in his eyes, and I can’t put a name to it.
And then he puts his arms around me and I freeze.
“I know how you feel.” He whispers.
He’s touching me. My tears slow, and I sit up, so I can see his face.
He’s got a single tear sliding down his nose, and his eyes are sparkling.
“I know how you feel. But you’re wrong.”
I just stare at him.
“You shouldn’t hate yourself. And please don’t hurt yourself. Ever.” His hair falls in his face. His hands are shaking as he puts them on my cheeks. They’re warm.
“You aren’t alone Rainier. You haven’t been, since I met you.”
He pulls my face right in front of his. I can feel his breath on my lips when he speaks.
“I love you. And I won’t ever leave.”
And he kisses me.
For a moment, I can’t do anything. I’m stunned a third time.
And then I realize what he’s said.
And I kiss him back.
I put my hands in his hair, closing my eyes. He kisses me gently, like he’s afraid I’ll break. He might be right.
It’s the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced.
And I love him too.
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It's short, for me. But eventful.
I got the Black Parade is Dead today. Hee hee.......
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