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“I think someone’s calling me” I muttered ducking out from under his arm and darting from the room.
I walked into the living room
I sat next to Mikey and put my head on his shoulder. He put his arm round me and kissed my head.
“C’mon” I said and I grabbed Mikey by the hand and went to walk out of the room
“Where you guys going?” asked Gerard
“I’m going home, I got stuff to do”
“Stuff like what? You never go home” Mikey glared at me
I shrugged.
I really didn’t know why I was going home. I usually stayed in the guy’s house. It was just me and my older brother at mine. My dad left when I was too little to remember and my mom; she had an accident and didn’t make it. From when my mom died I lived with my older brother Jamie. Then he chose to go to my dads because he was always close to him. I didn’t to go so I stayed at my house, alone. I got severely depressed and hurt myself a lot and I ended up in hospital and I was put on anti-depressants I never took them I wanted to get over it on my own not with pills.
I had known the guys for as long as I could remember I had always been closest to Mikey. When I got out of hospital he persuaded me to stay at his house so he could keep an eye on me. Myself and Mikey got closer the longer I stayed and one day he asked me out I didn’t need to think about my answer at all I said yes straight away. We were so happy together. Most of the time.
We walked to my house holding hands
“Do you want me to stay with you?” Mikey asked
“I don’t think Jamie will like that much” I replied kicking a stone on the ground
“Oh, I didn’t know he was home” he replied suspiciously looking at me
“Just promise me you wont do anything stupid”
I stopped walking and looked at him
“I’m not going to do anything stupid Mikey. If it makes you feel better, you can stay at my house tonight?”
Mikey just shrugged. I started to get annoyed. I dropped his hand and put my hands on my hips
“A shrug is not an answer Michael!” I said glaring at him
“Alright alright” he smiled “I’ll stay just don’t get so pissed at me” he said hugging me
I couldn’t stay angry with him
“Can we go back to mine first? I want to pick up a few things”
“Alright just be quick about it”