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When we got to Mikey’s he went upstairs to get his stuff together. I went into the kitchen.
No one else was so I sat heavily in the chair closest to me I pulled a magazine across the table and flicked through it stopping occasionally to read something of interest.
I hadn’t noticed Frank come in till he came close to my ear

“What ya reading?” he whispered in my ear
I jumped and glared at him
“What the hell l... Don’t do that to me again asshole” I gasped.
“So” he said totally ignoring my insult. “What you doing back here?” he asked jumping up on the counter
“Mikey’s just getting his things, hes staying at mine tonight”
“What? Why? Are you going home or something? You never go home!”
“I... I just want to get away from things that’s all”
“Or get away from me to be more precise” he replied raising an eyebrow
“No...That’s no- well yeah kind of I... It’s just emmmm shit I just can t stay here I don’t think I could trust myself around you sorry” I stammered
“Its ok” he shrugged. “I understand I don’t think I can trust myself around you either anyway”
He jumped down from the counter and came over to me. He put his hand on mine and I closed mine around his.
He leaned down and we kissed.
Someone was coming and I pushed him away. It was Bob
“Hey Bob, Mikey ready yet?” I asked
“No you know how long that boy takes to get his stuff together, he can never keep everything in one place” he replied rolling his eyes.
I got up and shoved my hands in my pockets and looked at Frank, Bob was looking in the cupboards, Frank kissed me quickly before Bob turned around and gave my hand a squeeze.
“I’m gonna go see if Mikey’s ready yet” I muttered shuffling out of the room, Frank followed me.
I looked in the living room and there was no one in there, I grabbed Frank and pulled him in there. He put his arms round me and hugged me tight; I ran a hand up and down his back. I pulled him closer to me.
“This is wrong” I whispered.
“Its not, its just bad timing.” Frank kissed my cheek.
We heard footsteps coming down the stairs; I pulled away quickly and went into the hallway.
Mikey jumped the last three steps.
“C’mon I’m ready now” he said almost childlike
“It’s about time” I said grabbing his hand. Frank just smiled and went back into the living room.
We left the house and walked in silence down the road just holding hands. I thought about what just happened I think I love Mikey. Frank, Frank was just something extra; it won’t hurt anyone if no one knows. I told myself this over again making myself believe it
I just knew it wasn’t going to be like that.
It was late when we got back to my house.
We went straight to bed when we got in. When I was with Mikey it should have felt right but it didn't. My mind kept wandering and it always ended up back at where I started, Frank.