Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > The Fourth Drink Instinct
January 4, 2010. (later)
Zachary,
Frank forgave me!
Thank god. If I didn't have his support I would seriously die.
I wouldn't know what to do with myself.
He came over and said he was sorry for being an ass, and I said I was sorry for being a screw up.
He said he loved me and gave me a hug.
For the moment, that was better than any drugs or any alcohol or any cutting.
I just needed him to love me.
I'm still on what Frank calls my love-high.
Everything feels right, right now.
I'm considering flushing my pills.
I know I should try to talk about how I feel again right now but it wouldn't be the same.
I feel so happy right now, the happiest i've been in a long time, and I'm afraid that that would cloud my judgement of my usual feelings.
It's time for bed now Zack, talk soon.
-Gee.
Zachary,
Frank forgave me!
Thank god. If I didn't have his support I would seriously die.
I wouldn't know what to do with myself.
He came over and said he was sorry for being an ass, and I said I was sorry for being a screw up.
He said he loved me and gave me a hug.
For the moment, that was better than any drugs or any alcohol or any cutting.
I just needed him to love me.
I'm still on what Frank calls my love-high.
Everything feels right, right now.
I'm considering flushing my pills.
I know I should try to talk about how I feel again right now but it wouldn't be the same.
I feel so happy right now, the happiest i've been in a long time, and I'm afraid that that would cloud my judgement of my usual feelings.
It's time for bed now Zack, talk soon.
-Gee.
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