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WARNING THERE IS CHILD ABUSE IN THIS CHAPTER


The pain ripped through my already broken body. It was an intense pain. bigger then other pain i have endured. I laid on the floor of my bed room. Hearing talking whispers and as my father answered them all with lies. I should have spoken...but my voice was blocked by pants and sobs. The pain...the pain. I looked at my arm as it curved in such away from my body. It wasn't suppose to be that way.

I sat up wincing horribly at the pain. someone would notice it someone. I placed my hand on my injured arm and I set it straight. The pain shot through and I bit my lip till blood flowed from it. It hurt. I stood up and walked down the stairs of my home to see the door opened and my father speaking to the other recon distract residents. They looked passed my father to me. I stood on the stairs forcing my face to form itself into a doll. Into what they all thought as me, a doll.

"Solar are you okay?" I heard them ask and i stood there for a moment. Thinking a lie. A good one that would make everyone believe me. "I fell and my arm hit the window sile..." I said and everyone looked at each other and my father looked at me. I nodded to them and turned around and went to my room. It looked like my doll act worked but once i entered my room I held my breathe. It hurt so bad. It hurt so badly. I knelt to the floor trying my hardest to control my breathe. But it wouldn't slow down. Then I thought back to how I received this pain....
~FLASH BACK~

I was sitting in my room doing homework. I needed to finish quickly and then go to work. Also before my father woke up. You see I haven't been in my room for three years. I didn't have homework to do here. And I was to afraid to. This room was the place where Kimmy has passed away in. Well it was really on the ground outside the window...but it was the place where she said her last words. Screaming for it to end. That’s what she said. But as i laid on the ground processing everything in my mind on my homework I heard my father wake up.

I scrambled to put my stuff in my backpack. I needed to leave before he saw me. I opened my window and I threw my backpack out. I looked down and saw the bushes where Kimmy's broken body once laid 12 years ago. I swallowed getting ready to climb down but having fear fill my stomach. I heard him come up the stairs. I scrambled to open the window open so i could fit. Once it opened i saw him in the room.

My father was a Japanese man. He had a beard that was gross along with his hair. He probably hasn't showered in weeks. His green eyes were glossed over from the booze. They were filled with hatred. I knew I needed to get out now. I climbed out trying desperately to feel for something to hold onto so I could drop. "KIMMY!" I heard my father yell as I struggled to get my body into position to fall. I let my body drop slightly hoping for death to come but I felt my fathers hand grab my arm roughly. I struggled to have him release me. His gripped tighten and I knew I was beat.

I expected him to pull me up and beat me till I bled. But he stared down at me. Like wondering if he should drop me. Thinking about back to Kimmy. Was he replaying like I always did. Thinking of another way to stop it. To control himself. I shook my head. He needed to make up his mind. Was i going to et hurt by falling two stories? Or was he going to beat me. I looked up at him. Make up your mind. If anything i wanted to fall. So everyone could witness a repeat of 12 years ago. So he could re live it.

He watched me for a long time and i watched him. Then he let go then grabbed my hand. My body jolted down but being caught again caused it to sting. He then used his arm to throw me up and caught my arm. My body jolted again and the sting became a crack. I gasped trying to struggle free. "I wonder." he said whispered and pulled me up. I set my feet to the sile of the window trying to pull away knowing i could really get hurt. That's what i hope for. Let me get hurt watch as i fall like Kimmy fell. Watch as the nieghbors run outside. he pulled harder and the crack turned into a pop.

My mouth fell open as i let out a scream. It pireced my dads ears as he yanked me into the house hitting me shutting me up. It hurt the pain burned as he left me on the floor.

~FLASH END~

My breathe slowed and i sat sobbing slightly still. The pain still rushing through my head. I needed to leave before everyone left and dad came up here. I stood up going to the window i had unsuccesfull escaped from only an hour ago. I climbed out used one arm to left go falling the bushes. I laid in the bushes catches my breathe then i stood up and ran away.

As i ran i could feel the burning feeling in my arm. I ran all the way through the recon distract pass the diner pass the building till i saw the school. I pants as i fell onto the ground. My lungs burned my arm burned. Tired i was so tired. I just wanted to die right then and there. But like i told in the story my body would not allow death. It was like it was waiting for something. It had something to live for. But my mind did not.


Then i felt a rain drop. It hit my face as i laid by the school entrance. Then it rained harder. I sighed as mt body became drenched in water. I started shivering. This wasn't fair. I laid for what seemed like hours breathing in and out trying to forget the pain induced onto my arm.

Thats when i heard a small splash. I looked to my side and saw it. It looked like a pure black note book. i pulled myself up and i looked at it. It was purly black it was in english. I read Death Note on it. I opened the book wincing at my arm.

"Whose ever name is written in this book shall die..." i heard of the story of the Death Note. I was told that it belonged to a Shinigami and if you used it's Death Note you would lose your soul to it. I read the other rules going through my mind the stoires i heard. I looked at the paper in it. It's a follish thing to believe in such things like the Death note. But if it did exstiece. I would use it honestly. I would write my father's name. I closed my eyes imagining what i could do to him.

As i sat there imagining i heard a foot steps running toward me. I looked up and saw a familar person. As he closed in i could see that he lived in the Recon Distract. I shuddred when i saw what he had in his hand. It glistened in the rain. He called to me. "SOLAR COME HERE!" he called and i stared at him for a moment. Fear boiled inside me. Look as i talked only a moment ago that i wanted to die. And here is my chance. I walked forward toward him and i heard a voice call out. "Don't go near him!" i heard someone call. But it was to late the man grabbed me and put the gun to my head. He pushed me forward and i saw a group of police officers. I stood with my doll face trying not to call out.

I looked down at the note book. Did i dare try this in front of people? If it did excist they would know i did it. I narrowed my eyes. i lifted my finger and i bite it acting like i was scared. "it's okay stay calm miss!" i heard a police officer call. i nodded and i laid my finger between the page and the brace of the book and scribbled the name. I wrote as i thought his was only hopeing it was. "Tylor Aiko." i whispeared and he pulled me tighter to him. i began wrting the description as fast as i could. Letting my anger from my father fallen into place. The man and the police argued and some talked to me as i looked down acting like i was crying.

Once i was finshed i looked at the man. I had to set it up somehow. "Taylor." i said and he looked down at me. I grinned and bite tightly into his arm. "FUCK! BITCH!" (Woah Language sorry ;D). I through my body at him causing him to fall losing the gun. I pulled my body up almost crying out for my arm. I started to run. I knew what might be coming. I held the note book as i ran toward the street. Then i heard a gun shot. I Felt a piecre go through my injured arm. I Screamed. I fell to the floor and i felt a body go over mine. "It's okay i got you!" he called and i looked up at him. I panted as the blood flowed onto his shirt. He picked my up and i heard the gun shots go through the air.

I searched for what i wrote.
Taylor Aiko...will make the first move he will shoot at the hostage engaging the police. The police will shot at him shooting him five times before dying.

I laid on the ground as the ambulence was called and the man who saved me talked to another police officer. "Well sir after he shot at the young girl. We shot him five times and he is dead." My eyes widened slightly. I had wrote that....It worked. Or as far as i could tell it did. I smirked and thought of another name. Someone dangerous in the Recon distract. "Narik Suzu." i whispeared and i wrote it in my blood makeing sure no one saw. I would have to see if it worked later....




Disclaimer: alright i'm tired i have class tomarrow SOOOOOOO i'll finsh this stuff later ;D woohoo!