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I was reaching over to shut the fucking light. Now usually I don't sleep with the lights off cause I’m scared shitless but I felt so safe with Gerard there that I didn't mind it being dark. Well not so much anyway...

"I told her he probably was with you cause you guys never came back from lunch." Gerard said yawning. "But you know how she is...It fucking took me like three hours to get her out of my bed" He laughed.

I didn't. It's a good thing the lights were out and Gerard couldn't see the expression on my face. Bed?!? Did he just say that...that she was in his bed? Holy shit! I think I’m gonna die. Gerard is sleeping with Lia??? No fucking way!
I threw myself face down on to the pillow and said "Where was she?" practically choking on the words. Gerard didn't seem to notice. He reached for me in the dark.

"Ah you know how Lia is." Gerard said pulling me close to him. The touch of his skin against mine was making me sick. The thought of him in bed with her... holding her...touching her...

"No I don't know." I said holding back tears. "Uh why don't you tell me" I mumbled. He didn't say anything. "No come on now... I want to hear what happened." I said "tell me." Fuck Elle you’re so stupid.

Yeah ask him to tell you all the things they did in bed! I wanted to just jump up and run out and then what... lock myself in the bathroom? Fuck.. the knobs still busted... No I just have to know. If he was with her then I just have to know why...

"Aw come on Elle, you know how she gets. She so fucking emotional. It took me three hours to convince her that Ray likes her and isn't screwing around on her." Gerard sighed and took a deep breath of my hair. Wait they weren't in bed? They were just on the bed? What the fuck? Is he saying hes not sleeping with her?

What kinda fucking game is Lia playing. Why would she go to Gerard’s house? Fuck! I can just imagine her on Gerard’s bed having him tell her all sorts of wonderful things about her for hours. All the reasons why Ray likes her...how great she is..oh she’s such a fucking bitch!!! Like she gives a shit on where Ray is.

Was she so fucking concerned about him when she was out with Billy last week. I think not. Fuck I cant believe Gerard is falling for her act! So what while I was sitting here alone waiting Lia was what? curled up on Gerard’s bed having him feed her compliments!?! Oh I’m gonna kill her!

"I just didn't..." I stuttered. Fuck I was so confused. If he wasn't fucking her then what was she doing? "I mean in your bed?" I asked. Damn I needed some more coke. My head was spinning now and my nose itched a little.

"You know how stubborn she is." He replied yawning again. "Once she climbed on to it, she wouldn't get off." He moaned pulling me closer. "come on Elle go to sleep." He said stroking my hair.

"Yeah I just didn't realize that you guys were so close friends." I said rolling my eyes in the dark. I was glad Gerard couldn't see the face that I was making.

"Yeah I guess we are friends." He said softly.

"Well I didn't know that." I said a little loud.

"Elle come on are you going to sleep or what?" He said squeezing me. He was trying to go to sleep and his words were trailing off. "You’re never gonna be able to get up for school."

"School?" I repeated back in disbelief.

"Uh yeah tomorrows Wednesday." He moaned. Fuck he was right. I totally forgot about that.

"Oh I can’t go to school!" I told him. He sniffled a little and rubbed his eyes apparently realizing I wasn't gonna let him sleep.

Then he said in a clearer voice "Why not Elle?"

"Uh lets see cause I ditched class yesterday" I told him. So what he says. What do you mean so what. Yeah I guess if that's all I did then it wouldn't have been a big deal so I told him about the English test I was suppose to take that I skipped out on and what happened with that red bubble test. I was starting to think I shouldn't have filled it out again the same way. Gerard agreed.

Oh well it was too fucking late now. Gerard said he has to go to school cause he has ISS tomorrow. Apparently him and Frankie both have ISS cause they were tossing shit around in gym yesterday. Fucking he and Frankie lined up all the basketballs under the collapsible bleacher thing and then shut it and popped all the schools basketballs and two of the dodge balls. I just rolled my eyes.

"Frankie’s a bad influence on you" I told Gerard as we fell asleep. But first Gerard made me promise I'd go to school in the morning. I told him as long as we woke up on time I'd go. It didn't seem likely since it was already 3 am. Well we'll see I thought as I drifted off to sleep in his arms.

But I didn't forget about Lia. There’s no fucking way that I’m gonna just let this go...

I'm just gonna go have and have a chat with her tomorrow...

yeah a nice friendly chat...

I was sleeping soundly next to Gerard when the motherfucking alarm clock rang. I tried to ignore it but Gerard insisted I get up. Fuck I was so tired. But I did promise him. Slowly I got dressed. I knew I was gonna be in trouble already at school so I figured I'd wear a skirt and conveniently forget my gym clothes so at least I could sit out of one class. I put on a pair of black thigh highs and a green and black plaid short skirt and a black sweater. Gerard put back on his clothes from last night. He smirked at my outfit.

"What's the matter you don't like it?" I teased as we went into the kitchen

"No I'm just think what a stupid motherfucker I must be for dragging you out of bed to go to school." He said slipping his hand up the front of my skirt.

"Hey easy now." I teased pulling away. "Uh let me make you breakfast," I said pulling out a pot.

"Oh hell no" He said snatching it from me.
"Hey come on now," I protested. " I was just a little fucked up yesterday... I can make you something." I said trying to reach the pot as he held it above his head. I reached up and almost grabbed it.

"No that's okay Elle." He said holding the pot a little higher. "Damn you're still short even in those heels!" he laughed. I folded my arms and frowned. I hate when people tease me about being short.

"That's not funny!" I said. He tossed the clean pot into the sink. Great now I'm gonna have to wash it. Or do I? As I stared down debating to myself if touching the sink made the pot dirty enough to need to be washed with soap or if I could just rinse it off and put it back I heard Gerard going through the cabinet.

"Hey you've got pop tarts!" He cried out.

"Uh no I don't" I said. I decided the pot definitely needed to be washed with soap. Fuck it I’m not washing it... Ill just put it in the dishwasher.

"Yeah you do," he said pulling a box out. What the fuck is he talking about? pop tarts? I look over my shoulder.

"Those aren't pop tarts," I said shaking my head moving towards him. Gerard’s face dropped.

"Elle don't tell me that this is fucking..." Gerard groaned as I reached up for the box. He pulled it away too fast. Fuck... I looked down at my shiny mary jane heels as he opened it.. "Aw fuck Elle.." he laughed looking inside. "Don't you have any fucking food in here?"

I smiled at him as he pulled out a dime bag of weed from the pop tart box. "Yes I do have food!" I snapped as I snatched the box from his hands. "Just not on that shelf" I said pointing into the cabinet. Gerard looked at the assorted boxes I had lined up on the shelf. He looked down at me and shook his head.

"Fuck Elle" He sighed. "You really gotta get this shit out of here" He said shaking his head. I just shrugged. He should tell Lia. I mean they are 'friends'.

"I was gonna get her a new bear for Christmas but uhhh." I said grabbing the Cheerios off the shelf. But now... I dunno... getting Lia a present was like the last thing I was about to do now... "Do you want some" I said holding up the Cheerios box. Gerard nodded. He still had the dime bag in his hand. "Hey put that back." I said as I grabbed two bowls from the cupboard.

"Aw come on... I’ve gotta sit in fucking ISS today." He whined. "I’m gonna be so bored." he insisted. I looked away.

"Do what you want" I shrugged as he dumped it on the table. "I guess that's between you and Lia then." I said roughly as he rolled a joint up.

"Aw she wont mind." He laughed as I filled the cereal bowls. Fuck. Lia. Just the sound of her name pissed me off. I grabbed the joint from him and took a few hits. After a few minutes I kinda forgot all about her. I forgot we even had to go to school until Gerard reminded me.

We walked slowly down the block together laughing the whole way. Gerard left me by the photo lab door and headed down to the ISS room. Oh this was gonna suck. No Gerard to talk to. Fuck I’d even settle for Frankies lewd comments at this point.. I sat at the table and stared out the window. Fuck I’m already bored and it’s only been two minutes. The bell hasent even rung yet. Maybe if I leave now no one will notice... Oh heres comes Chrissy.

"Oh good you’re wearing a black shirt!" she squealed. I looked down. Holy shit! I was! How the fuck did that happen? Ha! I just nodded. Hey maybe today wouldn't be so bad after all. Just then Mr. Vice Principal Bonner appeared in the doorway frowning. Oh fuck. He waved me over to the doorway.

"Hi" I said cheerfully. He was still frowning. Oh fuck. He holds up a folder and gestures for me to follow him out. I grab my bags. Chrissys frowning. Oh well I guess she wont be getting her project done today either. Sorry I mouth to her. I start walking down the hall with Mr. Bonner.

"Do you know what this is?" He said holding the folder up.

"A folder?" I ask weakly. Fuck I am so stoned. But that's what it is a fucking folder. Why is he frowning?

"This is your social studies exam sheet." He said as we headed towards the office. Oh I think I know where this is going...

"Do you know what it says?" he asks

"Uh that Elle rules?" I say wrinkling my eyebrows at him. He just sighed and held the office door open for me. I tried to explain to him that its so not my fault that they gave me the same test again. I was babbling on not making much sense for a while then I saw Ray was sitting in a chair by the door with a pink slip in his hand.

"Okay Miss Waller then why don't you tell me what happened after lunch yesterday?" He said sighing. I looked over at Ray.

"Oh no Mr.Bonner... wait this is all a mistake" I stuttered. He just stared at me blankly."I uh.. uh .." I started to say. Oh fuck Elle..think of something ...fast...."Oh uh my car broke down and uh Ray saw me and was just trying to help." I said quickly. Mr.Bonner looked at me and then at Ray. Ray just nodded. Mr. Bonner looked exasperated.

"Okay Mr. Toro you can go back to class." He finally said. Ray got up and bolted out of the office like his fucking afro was on fire. That left me and Mr. Bonner alone.

"Okay then were good!" I said and started to walk out too.

"Mmm not quite Ms Waller." He said dryly holding up his hand. He motioned me to sit back down. I did. "There’s still the matter of this test." He said tossing the folder onto his desk. "And yesterday makes the fifth time you've missed English class this semester." He said looking at me.

Fifth? No wait...hmmm there was that one time in the rain.. oh and the other time I got lost and spent an hour wandering the halls...oh and then yesterday.. I started counting on my fingers.

"Trust me Miss Waller its five." Mr. Bonner said frowning.

"Okay." I said softly. Well so what did he want from me... an apology? "Um I’m sorry?" I tried. He was still frowning. What the fuck? Mr. Bonner was writing something on a slip of paper. "uh I'll be sure to make it to English class today. I said nodding. "Actually I just go and wait outside of class now so Ill be sure to make it there on time. Oh wait then I'll miss my other classes" I said crinkling my eyebrows. Mr. Bonner didn’t say anything. "Well thats okay... its not a big deal.." I said and started to get up .

"Sit down." Mr. Bonner growled still frowning. He picked up a really sharp looking pen and held it pointing at me as he spoke.. "Actually you wont be in any class today." He said firmly. Oh fuck. He looked really pissed. What did he mean I wasn't gonna be in ANY class? Oh my god ! He was gonna kill me! He was gonna kill me with his pen and oh fuck dump me in the woods.

"It was just five classes I missed." I started to cry. "You cant do this!" I shrieked as he got up and moved towards me holding the pen still. I covered my eyes with my hands and cowered down in the chair.

"Its just one day of ISS." Mr. Bonner said roughly. "There’s no need for such dramatics." He said handing me the slip.
What the fuck did he say? I peek out of my hands and look at the slip. ISS? Fuck... he was giving me ISS? I rolled my eyes and followed Mr. Bonner down the hall. Well at least he wasn't going to kill me I thought as he opened the door.

Oh this was gonna suck. Stuck in a quiet room all day...with...Oooh... Gerard! My eyes lit up as I saw him sitting towards the back. Fuck I forget he was in here! Alright so maybe this wasn't going to be so bad after all. I smiled as I sat down next to him. No this wasn't going to bad at all....