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I slid into the seat next to Gerard. Well it was sort of off to the side. They had the seats staggered apart. I looked over my shoulder and saw Frankie behind me. His seat was kinda in-between mine and Gerard’s but back a little. I smile at Gerard. He just shakes his head at me. What? I mouth to him. He looks down.

The teacher at the front is busy grading papers or some shit. I look at the work packet Mr. Bonner gave me. There’s no fucking way that I’m gonna do this. I squinted at the papers. Fuck. It looked like a new social studies test. I sighed and started checking off boxes. Lets see... uh-true...true...false...

Okay then false...false...true.... Now back to true...true...false... This is going better than I thought it would. I mean I have a 50/50 shot right? Whatever. I look over at Gerard. He's staring at my leg. I kinda slid forward on the chair as I was writing and my skirt had kinda slid up a little. I looked at him and smiled. He blushed a little. Oh he's so cute... I don't believe he's checking me out! Well Ill give him something to look at.

I put my hand on my knee and slid it up my leg raising my skirt a little more and smiled at him slightly. Gerard smiled back watching my hand intently as I raised my skirt a little more. He looked up at the teacher who was still intently grading papers and totally oblivious to us. I tugged on my thigh highs a little and ran my hand around the elastic band rubbing my leg softly as I pulled them up. Gerard ran his hands through his hair. I think he was starting to sweat.

It was funny. God this was way too easy. He shifted his weight in his chair and nodded at me to keep going. Oh god -your so bad Gerard I laughed to myself. Maybe he just doesn't realize how far I’m willing to go..maybe hes way too stoned to care... maybe I am too... I slid forward on my chair and spread my legs slightly. I started running my hand up my inner thigh real slow. Gerard was leaning forward on his chair watching. He was biting his lip slightly as my hand brushed the hem of my skirt.

"Holy shit" Frankie coughed from behind us. Oh fuck! I forgot Frankie was there. I look over at him. Hes smiling at me and at Gerard.. The teacher looks up. Fuck. I turn back around and look down at my paper.

A few minutes later a folded up paper comes landing on my desk from Frankie’s direction.. I look over at him as I open it.

{Are you guys fucking now?} he has scribbled at the top. I roll my eyes.

{mind your business!} I write back. I went to pass it back to him when I saw Gerard raising his eyebrows at me. I sighed and passed Gerard the note. He opened it and read it. Then he wrote something and passed it back to Frankie. I turned back to my test. Okay where was I ... yeah.. uh true true true...false false false... The note comes flying back at me. Fuck. I open it.

Gerard crossed out what I wrote and wrote

{GO FUCK YOURSELF FRANKIE}

Nice...

Then Frankie wrote back

{Come on Elle- you can tell me the truth} and then a little further down it said {don't you dare pass this to Gerard}
I laughed to myself.

{Are we playing truth or dare now} I wrote back. I went to pass it to Frankie and Gerard snatched it off Frankie’s desk.
He opened it and read it and wrote something and then threw it back at Frankie. Frankie tossed the note towards me but it fell on the floor. Gerard picked it back up. He read it and groaned. Then he wrote something else and chucked it back at Frankie. I looked at Gerard. He just looked at me blankly. Damn he was so fucked up.

He rolled his pencil back and forth on his desk just staring at it. Frankie wrote something and handed him the note back. Fuck...what were they saying. Gerard wrote something. I held out my hand... He paused for a second and then gave it to me instead of Frankie. I open it up...

After I wrote that bit about truth or dare Gerard wrote {Okay we'll play-truth}

then Frankie wrote {okay then describe to me what kind of underwear you're wearing- and it has to be the truth}

Gerard wrote {black boxers motherfucker- I always knew you weren't right in the brain} I laughed to myself

Frankie wrote {no I was asking Elle but you intercepted my note} Whoa! big word there Frankie! Don't wanna hurt yourself now! Ha!

Then Gerard wrote {well Elle picks dare} Wait..What the fuck? I look over at Gerard. Hes smiling a little. Okay whatever.

I pick up my pencil and write {fine I'll take dare} and toss it towards Frankie. He opens it and smiles. He thought for a few minutes and then finally wrote something down. The bell is ringing. The teacher doesn’t even look up. Frankie tosses the note back to me. I’m afraid to open it.

Another man walks in. He says something to the lady at the desk... It looks like they’re switching. Yup... she’s leaving and this old gray haired dude is sitting at the front now. There’s maybe 12 kids in here including us. He seems satisfied that everyone's doing what there suppose to and he opens up a newspaper. He leant back in his chair and opened the paper up so it totally blocked his view of the class... Bad move..

I open Frankie’s note. Fuck he wrote: {well since I still want to know what kind of underwear ELLE is wearing I dare her to take them off and pass them to me.} I smiled and handed the note to Gerard.

His jaw dropped. He looked back at Frankie sitting smugly. I shrugged. Gerard shook his head no and nodded towards the teacher. I shrugged again. He had the fucking newspaper in his face. Anyway if Gerard didn't want to play he should've said so...

And hes the one who said I 'd do a dare...

Okay...

Here goes nothing

I slid as far down in my chair as I could and braced my back against my chair. I put my feet up on the bar on the back of the chair in front of me. Gerard was trying not to smile at me.

He had turned himself and his book slightly so he was kinda facing me. Frankie was leaning forward on his desk practically hanging off the edge. I reached up the side of my skirt and grabbed the waistband of my panties. Fuck this is so stupid is all I could think.

Oh well... I lifted my hips up off the chair pushing off on my feet as I started to slide them down. The chair infront of me squeaked as it slid forward from me pushing on it. Oh fuck. That was so loud. I froze and looked up. The gray haired dude upfront looked up from behind his newspaper.

I quickly pulled my legs down from the chair in front of me and looked down. My panties were halfway down my thighs. Oh fuck. I quickly pulled my legs back down in front of me and slid my panties up enough so my skirt was just about covering them. I held my breath as the teacher looked around the room. He didn't say anything- he just looked at us.

I looked down at my paper like nothing was wrong. Gerard ran his hands through his hair and looked away. Frankie was still hanging over the edge of his desk with a goofy grin on his face.

"Uh young man." The teachers voice rang out. Oh fuck... he's talking to me. I look up. No wait he said young man...you're so stupid sometimes Elle... I look over at Frankie. Frankie's looking back at the guy. "Is there a problem?" He asks Frankie. Frankie shakes his head no. "Well then sit back down." He gestures at Frankie. Frankie sighs and leans back in his fucking chair.

It was silent again. I finish scribbling the last few answers on my test. There. I’m finished. Finally! Now if Mr. Bonner comes back and says I got them all right again- I'll just die.! There’s no fucking way that these are all right... Is there? hmmm I better change a few just to make sure. I start erasing shit. Maybe I'll just leave a few blank..Damn I never noticed that these chairs are kinda cold. Duh Elle its probably cause you have your underwear pulled halfway down.

Oh fuck. I forgot about that. Damn I’m so stoned still. I shake my head and look around the room.


The teacher is still looking around a little, he's practically glaring at Frankie. I dont think he likes him. He wasn’t looking at me though. Finally he picks his newspaper back up. He kind of turned his seat a little to so the paper wasn't blocking his whole view, but most of it. I look over my shoulder and Frankie nods at me. He's leaning forward on his desk again waiting. I look over at Gerard. He's rubbing his eyes in disbelief as I start sliding them down my thighs slowly...

Oh you know what --just fuck it already. I grab my panties and pull them all the way down my legs really fast. They're around my ankles now. Gerard is smiling at me. I slipped one foot out easily enough but got the other leg stuck on my shoe some how. With my foot on the floor I reached down under the desk and tried to tug it off. It was stuck.

Fuck man. I tried pick up my foot into my lap, then I realized I didn't have any underwear on so sitting Indian style in the chair probably wasn't the best idea. I twisted my leg back to the side and reached over again. Oh fuck. This is not good. I think the lace trim on it is stuck on my shoes buckle. I’m fidgeting with it now but I can’t get it free.

Gerard has his eyes opened wide and he's shaking his head at me to hurry up. What the fuck does he want from me? I'm fucking trying I shrug. He nods towards the front of the room. The teacher is still focused on his newspaper. Fuck! I look back at Frankie grinning wildly at me.

Finally I get it free and in one swift motion I slide my foot out of them and toss them back towards Frankie with out looking over. Frankie reached forward to try to grab them and toppled his desk forward crashing onto the floor. Gerard started laughing. Hell everyone was laughing.

Frankie rolled onto the floor and slipped my underwear into his pocket. The gray haired dude was pretty pissed he wanted to know how Frankie fell over. Then he started yelling at Frankie to just get up. Frankie apologized and got up off the floor. Then he stood his desk back up but he moved it closer to mine. The teacher didn't seem to notice. It was real silent for a while. None of us dared to move. The teacher just kept looking over at Frankie who was grinning like crazy for what seemed like no reason at all. I guess he was trying to figure out what was going on.

Gerard had his head down, he was watching his pencil roll back and forth across the desk again. I didn't even want to try to imagine what he could be thinking. I flipped the page in my work packet and started my English re-test. You could hear Frankie snickering softly. Gerard kept looking over at him shaking his head. Finally the bell rang and gray-haired dude was gone.

Miss Lee, the art teacher came in. I can't say she was very surprised to see me there. Or Gerard for that matter. She said hello to the classroom in general and sat at the desk. She pulled out a book or something and then went to toss gray-haired dudes newspaper in the trash can and Frankie yells out. "Wait-can I have that?"

"what for?" Miss Lee asks looking over at him. I look over at him too. What the fuck was he up to now?

"I uh wanted to check the weather." He says. Miss Lee frowns. "Aw come on" he whines. "I just wanna know if its gonna be windy today." He says laughing. Gerard starts laughing too. I look down at my paper. Fucking Frankie!

"Huh?" Miss Lee asks confused.

"You're walking home right Elle?" Frankie whispers at me. I give him the finger and tried not to smile. What an ass.

Miss Lee is still confused. "All right..that's enough now." She says tossing the newspaper into the pail.

"You're not gonna give them back are you?" I hiss at Frankie.

He shakes his head no. I look over at Gerard. He's still laughing.

"Gerard!" I say. He just shrugs at me.

"That's enough!" Miss Lee says loudly looking at me. I fold my arms and lean back in my chair. She looks back over at Frankie."Uh ..Frankie why is your seat so far up?" she says to him.

Frankie slides his seat back like a fucking half an inch. Miss Lee frowns at all of us. Two kids up front are whispering now. The guy by the door is mumbling something under his breath. "Look just keep it down- please. that goes for everyone." She says loudly. I just nod. Whatever.

A few more minutes pass. Finally I pull out a scrap of paper and write {why not?} I mean does Frankie have like a collection or something? What the fuck is he gonna do with my underwear? I toss it at him.

He opens it up smirking and starts scribbling ferociously. He hands it to Gerard. What the fuck?! Gerard reads it and hands it back to me. Hes starting to get up and walk towards Miss Lee. I open it.

Frankie wrote {cause you gave them to me and now their mine.} asshole. {but if Gee steals that globe off of the desk. I'll trade him for it.} What the fuck is he talking about. I look up. Yup there’s a little plastic globe on the desk. I think it's a pencil sharpener or something. Its only like four inches big. But it’s on top of a stack of papers right in front of Miss Lee. Gerard is standing in front of the desk now. Fuck hes so stoned still. Hes gonna get busted. God damn you Frankie!

"Uh can I go to the bathroom?" Gerard asks Miss Lee. She shakes her head no.

"There’s a five minute break next period" She says looking at the clock. Gerard reached over while she was looking at the clock and snatched the globe off the desk while her head was turned. The kids in the front row saw him and started chuckling. I don't even know who they are... actually wait that one kid was at that party Paul brought me to on Halloween.. I think his name is Jim. The other guy I don't know. And the chick is named uh... sara...sally? I dunno. I saw her smoking in the locker room a few times...

Anyway Gerard pulled his hand behind his back as Miss Lee turned around. She was frowning now as they all laughed looking at Gerard. "what are you holding" she asked Gerard. Oh fuck. I start biting my lip again. I look over at Frankie who can barely contain himself now. Yeah this is sooo funny Frankie. Motherfucker....

"Uh nothing." Gerard said taking a step backwards.

"Gerard." Miss Lee insisted and started to get up. He took a step to the side as she got up. She held her hand out.

Gerard backed up to the garbage pail and casually dropped the globe in it. He waved his hands up in the air and said. "Uh see.. I don't have anything." The kids in the front were still laughing. I looked down at my desk. Fuck.

"You know" I hear Frankies voice call out. "The world is a terrible thing to waste!" Laughter erupts in the room. Miss Lee looks pissed.

"What?" She snaps at him.

"I mean some people have no respect for the world...they treat it like trash!" He yells out.

"Shut the fuck up Frankie" I say

"Miss Waller!" Miss Lee cries out. "That's quite enough."

What me? What the fuck I didn't say anything! Frankie’s the one carrying on. I went to protest and she just held her hand up.

"Go sit down." She tells Gerard. 'sorry' he mouths to me as he sits. Oh well its not his fault. I look back at Frankie whose still smiling. He pats his pocket and winks at me. I couldn’t help but laugh. This whole thing was so fucking ridiculous. I rip another scrap of paper off and write

{ok Frankie now its your turn} and pass it to him

he writes back {no cause Gerard didn't do his dare yet}

I write {cause your big mouth fucked it up now}

Gerard grabbed the note as I went to pass it back to Frankie. He wrote something on it. Frankie read it and wrote something back. Then Gerard wrote something back. Frankie read it and sighed. I didn't know what the fuck was going on anymore. Frankie gets up and goes over to the far side of the chalkboard. He picks up a piece of chalk and drags it across the board as he walks towards Miss Lee.

"Can I go to the bathroom?" He asks her. She gives him the evilest look I’ve ever seen and doesn’t say anything. "okay fine I'll wait." Frankie says and heads back to his seat. Gerard is grinning at him. What the hell? Frankie sits down at his desk and opens his hand. He still has the chalk in it. He looks over at Gerard. Gerard nods.

I’m so fucking confused. Frankie looks down at the chalk in his hand and sighs. Then he opens his mouth and takes a bite of the chalk. I gasped and covered my mouth. Gerard smiled. Frankie popped the other half into his mouth and started chewing. Oh god all this white chalky slime started coming out the sides of his mouth. It was disgusting. I watched in horror as Frankie started choking. Miss Lee looked up as Frankie spit up white slime all over the desk. I slid my seat away.

"Frankie!" Miss Lee called out.

"Can I go to the bathroom now?" Frankie asked looking up.

Miss Lee just nodded as he walked out. The room was in an uproar now. After 10 minutes of trying to quiet everyone down Miss Lee just gave up. She kind of wiped off Frankie’s desk and saw the globe in the trash when she went to throw out the paper towels. She looked at Gerard and frowned. He shrugged like he didn't know what she was talking about. Then the bell rang and that bitch from the office appeared in the doorway with Frankie by the arm.

"I believe this young man belongs to you." She says to Miss Lee.

"Oh no, he doesn’t belong to me!" she exclaimed picking up her bag." I have another class now." Miss Lee says walking out. "I think Mr.Weinman should be here in a few minutes." And with that Mr. Weinman appeared in the doorway.

Oh I love Mr. Weinman! He was my computer teacher last year. He was like one of the coolest teachers here. I waved at him as he sat down. The bitchy office lady left and Mr. W closed the door.

"okay kids lets see now." He said erasing the line Frankie drew on the board. "Uh first rule and only rule... Do you work... don't do your work... I don't care... as long as its quiet." He said pulling a folder from his briefcase.
I turned to Gerard he was pulling his notebook out of his bag when I remembered.

"Hey" I whispered. "let me see that" I whispered holding my hand out. Gerard stared at me blankly for a moment. I raised my eyebrows at him. He sighed and held it out to me. Finally!!! I was about to see his drawing notebook! Aaaah!

"So you guys are fucking?" Frankie asks as I take the notebook from Gerard. I look over and shoot Frankie a nasty look. He just shrugged. I guess cause Gerard never shows his notebook to anyone. Well, I’m not just anyone. Not anymore. I’m someone... well to Gerard at least.. I mean he loves me... and this proves it.

I can’t believe I’m holding his notebook in my hands! Oh at last!! I was so fucking happy. I don't know why. I don't know why seeing his book was such a big deal to me. I guess it was because his pictures were kinda like his soul in a way.And now hes trusting me with it.

I just wanted to know every little thing there was to know about Gerard. I wanted to feel him and touch him and just know him. My heart fluttered as I opened the book up to a random page. I almost died when I saw what was on it... I mean literally my heart skipped a beat. I felt like I couldn't breath for a moment. It was like I died for a second. I stared down at the page and I wished I was dead...

There was no fucking way...

It couldn't be...