FicWad

I couldn't breathe.

I couldn't move.

He was suffocating me with his hand over my mouth... Oh god...

I felt myself going weak in his arms...

And then...it was dark.

I opened my eyes gasping for air. I sat up right sharply. Holy fuck... I was in my house... Laying on the couch in the middle of my living room. Gerard was kneeling on the floor next to me. When I sat up he stood up a little and hugged me... What the hell?

"Elle are you all right?" he's asking me, he's shaking me a little and I'm still so fucking out of it...
I look down and I'm still wearing my robe. "What happened?" I asked as he brushed the hair from my face.

"You passed out baby." He tells me and he hands me a glass of water. I shake my head no. I'm not thirsty. I'm just fucking confused...

"At Walgreen's?" I ask and he wrinkles his eyebrows a little.

"at where?" He says squinting looking at my eyes. "Just...just lay back down for a minute Elle." He says forcing me to lie back onto the couch.

"aw fuck Gerard." I say shutting my eyes. My mind was spinning... "We never went to Walgreen's did we?" I say thinking out loud a little. I open my eyes and look up at him...He brushed the hair from my face once again...

"Naw baby we never left the house." He says stroking my hair. "You must've been dreaming." He says and I rub my eyes. A fucking dream... I shouldve known... I don't even think they sell flowers at Walgreen's do they?

"And Gus-Gus?" I ask suddenly remembering...the box...the note.... I sat up abruptly again. The solemn look on his face told me I didn't dream that part..."Aw fuck." I sigh collapsing back onto the couch.

"You passed out after you saw..." His voice trailed off. I shook my head a little and squeezed my eyes shut. He didn't say anything...He just let me disappear...It was silent for a while...

"He was here last night wasn't he?" I say and I hear Gerard exhale. I open my eyes and he's just looking at me. "He was in my room wasn't he?" I say and Gerard shrugged a little.

"It looks that way." He says lowering his voice.

"And the windows and door were all still locked?" I ask sitting upright and Gerard hesitates.

"Yeah baby." He tells me as he sits down on the couch next to me. He wraps his arm around me and pulls me close to him as I started to shake.

"So... you don't know how he...got in?" I ask sniffling a little. I was trying so hard not to cry.

"Naw." He sighs a little. "Its almost like he had a key...."