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I don’t know why I did nothing… I mean I didn’t want him to touch me… I knew it was wrong, and I didn’t like it. Not one bit…

The touch of his hands on my skin was giving me this horribly nauseous feeling in the pit of my stomach, yet I just continued to let him run his hands further up under my skirt, caressing the top of my thighs…I don’t know who I was more disgusted with…him or myself…

“Has anyone ever told you how very beautiful you are.” He whispers at me as he slid forward off the coffee table where he was sitting. He was leaning towards me even more so now, and I felt myself freezing up in panic at how dangerously close he was to me… I could practically feel his intentions, his desire, coming off him and it scared me terribly…I opened my mouth to say something but I couldn’t seem to find the words to stop him...

I must've had a look of fear in my eyes, or something, I suppose cause he glanced up at my face and then just pulled his hands back slowly from under my skirt, running them back down my legs casually as he leant back from me, and he sorta smiled at me as he did it…

“Ah, I'm sure plenty of boys have.” He says plainly like he suddenly snapped back to his normal self…I felt myself blushing as he tugged at the hem of my dress smoothing it back down… He had this strange look on his face too as he did it… It was like he was testing how far he could push me and he was pleased with it…

Suddenly there was a sharp knock on the door. Actually it was more like a pounding…

“Ray!” I cried out and I jumped up off the couch dashing over to the door. I swung the door open and I don’t know who was more relieved me or Ray. “Oh God Ray!” I burst out collapsing forward onto him burying my face into his chest and wrapping my arms around his waist. I was squeezing him just as tightly as I possibly could. I was just so relieved to see him…

“You all right there munchkin?” He says pushing me back slightly and I nodded. He kinda looked me over a little concerned. “You sure?” He double checks and I nod again.

“I just wanna go.” I say and he looks over at Mr. Samuel now…

“What exactly’s going on here.” He tries to say but I just shook my head a little ignoring him. I don’t even think he was talking to me. I think he was directing it to Mr. S…

“Not now Ray.” I say and I absentmindedly found myself scanning the room for my purse… Oh duh. I didn’t bring my purse now did I?

“Elle.” Ray kinda argues as I spot the box on the table. I walk over and picked it up…

”Can I take this?” I ask Mr. S not really waiting for his answer. I was gonna take it no matter what he said.

“Oh, um yeah okay.” Mr. S kinda shrugged a little indifferently. “My numbers written on the top call me if you find anything,” He called out after us.

“Lets go Ray.” I say latching onto his arm and pulling him quite reluctantly out of the house… It wasn’t until we got in the car that I realized I was actually kinda trembling…

“Elle what the hell is going on?” Ray says looking over at me, and the only thing I could do was shrug cause I wasn’t quite sure myself…

“Can we just start driving Ray and I’ll tell you?” I ask and he makes a face at me like no…”Ray PLEASE!” I beg and he sighed a little. “We can’t just sit in front of his house.” I tell him and he looks up where I nodded. Mr. S was kinda watching us through the window… I looked down at the box. 330-7734. I was going to point out to Ray what a funny number that is. 7734. I mean that’s hell upside down but I didn’t get a chance cause he distracted me.

“Fine. Start talking. Talk now. Lets hear it” He begins pestering me as he starts the car up.

“Can we get something to eat?” I ask and he just looked at me like I was nuts.

”I haven’t eaten all day… at least I don’t think I have.” I say and he sighed a little.

“We’ll go through a drive through Elle.” He says and I nod a little. “Now start talking.” He tells me, eager to know what was going on. So I told him what I could as we drove… Mostly about the fire and what not… It wasn’t until we went through the drive through and he parked in the back of the McDonald’s parking lot so I could eat my French fries with out making a mess, did I tell him about what happened in the morning…

Well, what I could remember at least… I told him about Gerard and Frankie and I went to my house and Gerard went in and then Frankie and I found Mr Samuel in my garage. And then how I freaked out and stabbed him. And then how Mr. S gave me that tranquillizer shot and was going to bring me to the psch ward but took pity on me and brought me to his house instead, And then he told me all this crap about my mom and my dad and…I don’t know… the only part I left out was the part about Mr. S touching my legs and that was the part that bothered me the most…

“Elle. We have to go to the police!” He says starting the car back up and I shook my head no.

“Why?” I ask and he sighed a little at me.

“What do you mean why?” He says and I just looked at him blankly. “Elle I'm sure Gerard went to the police! They're probably looking for you!” He says and I wrinkled my face up a little.

“You think?” I ask and he scoffed a little at me.

“Yeah I think.” He replies back a little sarcastically. “What the fuck, you're sitting here eating like-and they’re- fuck Elle!“ He kinda groaned at me as he started to back out roughly…

“But I was hungry.” I say weakly and he shook his head and wouldn’t look at me…

“No you know what, we’re going to the hospital!” He says making a sharp u-turn in the middle of the road…

“For what!?” I cry out and Ray shook his head at me again.

“Are you kidding?” He says and I frowned.

“I'm fine Ray.” I say and he sighed again.

“Elle who the fuck knows what he stuck you with!” He says and I tensed up a little at the memory.

“It doesn’t matter Ray. I'm not dead. It didn’t kill me.” I tell him.

“You still need to get checked out.” He says glancing over at me. “You know let them examine you.” He says shifting his eyes nervously… It took me a second to realize what he was implying… He meant like an examination, like a rape kit…

“Ray just stop.” I tell him a little flustered and he wouldn’t look at me. I mean there's no way that anyone would’ve touched me… I mean I would know. I would remember that… wouldn’t I? I don’t know… I mean I don’t remember anything except blackness… “No.” I say firmly. “I'm not going to the hospital.” I tell him and he didn’t acknowledge me… “Did you hear me?” I ask and he hummed a little to himself.

“Yeah I heard you.” He says but he wasn’t slowing down or turning around or anything.

“Ray I'm not going!” I say loudly and he shrugged. “You can’t make me.” I say and he still didn’t answer me back which pissed me off even more…

“I'm not gonna argue with you Elle.” He says plainly like the mature fucker that he was…

“I’ll get out of the car.” I tell him like the immature brat that I am. He just kinda smiled like I was kidding. “I'm serious the next red light I'm getting out.” I tell him and he glances over at me a little amused. I nod back at him looking up ahead. The light was just about to change…

“Oh yeah.” He smirks at me and instead of stopping like he was suppose to he runs the light.

“Ray!” I gasp totally shocked. I can’t believe he did that! Is he crazy!

“I guess we just wont hit any reds.” He says and I frown at him.

“You're gonna have to stop sometime Ray and when you do-“ I tell him and he laughs.

“The only place we’re stopping is at the ER.” He says and I shake my head a little. I was so furious with him it was unbelievable…

“I'm not going in and you cant make me.” I tell him and I guess he thought about it for a second.

“Fuck it we’ll go to the cops. They’ll make you.” He says and he slams on the brakes and makes another quick, yet illegal u-turn. I just pressed my lips together tightly in anger and didn’t say anything to him. “What no argument?” He taunts me.

“I'm not going in.” I tell him and he smirks a little.

“Ah looks like you don’t have to.” He says and I look over at him totally confused as he starts slowing down…

It wasn’t until the red and blue flashing lights from the cop car behind us filled the car that I realized what he meant by it…