Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Darling, I want to destroy you
I stayed in the bathroom giving Gerard some space while he spoke to his wife. I started thinking of ways to separate the two of us. I was becoming apparent that our relationship was taking a toll on both of us..
Realising that I was in my bathroom I thought that I it would only be appropriate that I shave my legs. Gee should be talking to his wife for a while, so I had plenty of time up my sleeve. I ran some water into the bath tub and removed my skirt. I propped myself up onto the edge and lathered some shaving cream onto my left leg. As I dragged the shaver from the bottom of my leg to my knee my mind started to wander.
I thought about how Gerard would react if he walked in right now, seeing me in nothing but my singlet and underwear. I shook my head in an attempt to shake the thought of out of my mind. I shouldn’t be having these kind of thoughts especially when I need to distance myself from him. But then again, what’s wrong with having a fantasy in my head? As long as I don’t fulfil it I should be fine. I continued shaving away the unwanted hair and thinking about Gerard in the dirtiest of ways.
I imagined him walking into the room, stepping into the tub and picking me up from the edge. Pushing my up against the tiled wall and kissing me furiously. His hands would run up and down my body like a mad man. I let out a small moan as I thought about his fingers on my skin. I was so engrossed in my thoughts that I didn’t even hear or see Gerard enter the room.
‘I didn’t know shaving your legs could be so pleasurable.’ I dropped the razor in the bath tub and looked down at my half shaven leg.
‘You should learn to knock know you know.’
‘And you should wait for your guest to leave before you start maintaining yourself.’ I splashed some water in his direction.
‘Oh come on, I’m just shaving my legs. I didn’t know how long you were going to be.’
‘Obviously not long enough.’ He crouched down on the floor next to the bathroom vanity and leaned up against the cupboard.
‘Um, what you do you think you are doing?’ I stared at him with wide eyes.
‘Making myself comfortable. I’m not going to let you walk around with half a shaved leg.’
‘Why aren’t you just the gentleman.’ I said as sarcastically as I could.
‘And besides I am enjoying the view.’ I looked at where his eyes were staring and noticed that my legs were spread revealing my hot pink underwear. My cheeks instantly became red as I clamped my thighs together. I bent down and picked up the razor and continued working on my left leg.
‘So how is Lindsay?’
‘She is okay. I had to calm her down, but things are sorted now.’
‘So shouldn’t you be making your way back home then.’
‘No I told her that I was at my brothers house, which is out in the country, so I still have some time up my sleeve before I return.’ I dropped my razor into the bath, and blood started to crawl out of the spot that I just removed the shaver from.
‘You lied about where you are to your wife! Why would you do that?’ I was standing in the tub glaring at him. ‘Lindsay knows about me, so why can’t you tell her that you are at my house?’
‘Because Lindsay isn’t too comfortable with our relationship.’ He was playing with the towel hanging on the rack. ‘She doesn’t like the idea of us spending time together outside of work.’
‘I don’t understand why it would bother her. We are just friends.’
‘Uh well the things is I uh kind of moaned your name in my sleep one night, and she happened to be awake to hear it.’ I stepped back and my back hit the cold tiles. ‘Are you okay Vee?’
‘It’s just I um…’ I swallowed the saliva building up in mouth,’… I’ve done the same thing.’
Gerard shot up off the floor and moved towards me. The only thing that was separating us was the bath’s edge. My mind become a buzz of all the possible ways this moment could end. I had no where to go. He was blocking my only exit out of the bath. If he stepped in with me there would be nothing but me and him and the small pool of water around our ankles.
His eyes danced over my body and he licked his lips as he stared at me. If this was my goddess moment I sure as hell didn’t feel like one. I pulled down my singlet to cover my stomach and hopefully my underwear but it was to short. My left leg still had some shaving cream running down its side and a little bit of blood trickled down from where I had cut myself.
My breathing became heavier and heavier and I could see my chest heaving up and down at a rapid rate. ‘You’ve dreamt about me?’
‘Yes, many times.’ I wanted to bang my hand onto my forehead, why did I just say that? He put on leg into the bath tub. ‘Who was on top?’
‘You, most of the time.’ Sweat began to develop on my forehead and my lips trembled as I spoke. He pulled his other leg into the tub so only a few small inches separated us. He rested the palm of his hand on my right hip while some of his fingers tugged on the hem of my singlet.
‘Do you ever wonder what it would be like in reality?’ His eyes penetrated mine as he waited on my response. He had gripped both his hands at my hips and my body jerked as his hands made contact with my skin. I closed my eyes to let the sensation of his skin on mine run through my body. The butterflies in my stomach were racing at the speed of light. I opened my eyes again and looked directly into his. ‘Yes, I do.’
His hands moved from my hips up along my sides, up my arms to my shoulders. I shuddered as they traced along my skin. He removed his hands from my shoulders and placed them up against the wall. His body leaned closer towards mine, closing the gap between us.
‘I’ve often thought about what it would be like if you and I were alone like we are now.’ He tilted his head to the side and was whispering in my ear. ‘I would like nothing more than to have my way with you right now Virginia. To treat you like the princess you are.’ I couldn’t take it anymore. My whole body was trembling. His voice and the words that he spoke were taking complete control of me.
I turned my head to face his. His lips were right in front of mine. ‘Then do it.’ I whispered. My lips gently grazed his lips as I spoke those three words. I waited for the impending kiss, instead he rubbed his nose against mine and turned his head the other way. He removed one hand from the wall and traced it down the strap of my singlet.
‘Virginia. Your drive me insane.’ He was looking down as his fingers that were laced around my strap. He then leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on my shoulder. A little moan escaped from my lips. He moved a little further up and kissed my neck. Another moan escaped from me. He relaxed his forehead against mine and we stared into each others eyes. ‘Does this feel right to you?’ he asked. I bit my lip and quickly thought it over in my mind. There was no denying it.
‘Gerard, it feels perfect.’ I closed my eyes and held my breath waiting for what he would do next.
Realising that I was in my bathroom I thought that I it would only be appropriate that I shave my legs. Gee should be talking to his wife for a while, so I had plenty of time up my sleeve. I ran some water into the bath tub and removed my skirt. I propped myself up onto the edge and lathered some shaving cream onto my left leg. As I dragged the shaver from the bottom of my leg to my knee my mind started to wander.
I thought about how Gerard would react if he walked in right now, seeing me in nothing but my singlet and underwear. I shook my head in an attempt to shake the thought of out of my mind. I shouldn’t be having these kind of thoughts especially when I need to distance myself from him. But then again, what’s wrong with having a fantasy in my head? As long as I don’t fulfil it I should be fine. I continued shaving away the unwanted hair and thinking about Gerard in the dirtiest of ways.
I imagined him walking into the room, stepping into the tub and picking me up from the edge. Pushing my up against the tiled wall and kissing me furiously. His hands would run up and down my body like a mad man. I let out a small moan as I thought about his fingers on my skin. I was so engrossed in my thoughts that I didn’t even hear or see Gerard enter the room.
‘I didn’t know shaving your legs could be so pleasurable.’ I dropped the razor in the bath tub and looked down at my half shaven leg.
‘You should learn to knock know you know.’
‘And you should wait for your guest to leave before you start maintaining yourself.’ I splashed some water in his direction.
‘Oh come on, I’m just shaving my legs. I didn’t know how long you were going to be.’
‘Obviously not long enough.’ He crouched down on the floor next to the bathroom vanity and leaned up against the cupboard.
‘Um, what you do you think you are doing?’ I stared at him with wide eyes.
‘Making myself comfortable. I’m not going to let you walk around with half a shaved leg.’
‘Why aren’t you just the gentleman.’ I said as sarcastically as I could.
‘And besides I am enjoying the view.’ I looked at where his eyes were staring and noticed that my legs were spread revealing my hot pink underwear. My cheeks instantly became red as I clamped my thighs together. I bent down and picked up the razor and continued working on my left leg.
‘So how is Lindsay?’
‘She is okay. I had to calm her down, but things are sorted now.’
‘So shouldn’t you be making your way back home then.’
‘No I told her that I was at my brothers house, which is out in the country, so I still have some time up my sleeve before I return.’ I dropped my razor into the bath, and blood started to crawl out of the spot that I just removed the shaver from.
‘You lied about where you are to your wife! Why would you do that?’ I was standing in the tub glaring at him. ‘Lindsay knows about me, so why can’t you tell her that you are at my house?’
‘Because Lindsay isn’t too comfortable with our relationship.’ He was playing with the towel hanging on the rack. ‘She doesn’t like the idea of us spending time together outside of work.’
‘I don’t understand why it would bother her. We are just friends.’
‘Uh well the things is I uh kind of moaned your name in my sleep one night, and she happened to be awake to hear it.’ I stepped back and my back hit the cold tiles. ‘Are you okay Vee?’
‘It’s just I um…’ I swallowed the saliva building up in mouth,’… I’ve done the same thing.’
Gerard shot up off the floor and moved towards me. The only thing that was separating us was the bath’s edge. My mind become a buzz of all the possible ways this moment could end. I had no where to go. He was blocking my only exit out of the bath. If he stepped in with me there would be nothing but me and him and the small pool of water around our ankles.
His eyes danced over my body and he licked his lips as he stared at me. If this was my goddess moment I sure as hell didn’t feel like one. I pulled down my singlet to cover my stomach and hopefully my underwear but it was to short. My left leg still had some shaving cream running down its side and a little bit of blood trickled down from where I had cut myself.
My breathing became heavier and heavier and I could see my chest heaving up and down at a rapid rate. ‘You’ve dreamt about me?’
‘Yes, many times.’ I wanted to bang my hand onto my forehead, why did I just say that? He put on leg into the bath tub. ‘Who was on top?’
‘You, most of the time.’ Sweat began to develop on my forehead and my lips trembled as I spoke. He pulled his other leg into the tub so only a few small inches separated us. He rested the palm of his hand on my right hip while some of his fingers tugged on the hem of my singlet.
‘Do you ever wonder what it would be like in reality?’ His eyes penetrated mine as he waited on my response. He had gripped both his hands at my hips and my body jerked as his hands made contact with my skin. I closed my eyes to let the sensation of his skin on mine run through my body. The butterflies in my stomach were racing at the speed of light. I opened my eyes again and looked directly into his. ‘Yes, I do.’
His hands moved from my hips up along my sides, up my arms to my shoulders. I shuddered as they traced along my skin. He removed his hands from my shoulders and placed them up against the wall. His body leaned closer towards mine, closing the gap between us.
‘I’ve often thought about what it would be like if you and I were alone like we are now.’ He tilted his head to the side and was whispering in my ear. ‘I would like nothing more than to have my way with you right now Virginia. To treat you like the princess you are.’ I couldn’t take it anymore. My whole body was trembling. His voice and the words that he spoke were taking complete control of me.
I turned my head to face his. His lips were right in front of mine. ‘Then do it.’ I whispered. My lips gently grazed his lips as I spoke those three words. I waited for the impending kiss, instead he rubbed his nose against mine and turned his head the other way. He removed one hand from the wall and traced it down the strap of my singlet.
‘Virginia. Your drive me insane.’ He was looking down as his fingers that were laced around my strap. He then leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on my shoulder. A little moan escaped from my lips. He moved a little further up and kissed my neck. Another moan escaped from me. He relaxed his forehead against mine and we stared into each others eyes. ‘Does this feel right to you?’ he asked. I bit my lip and quickly thought it over in my mind. There was no denying it.
‘Gerard, it feels perfect.’ I closed my eyes and held my breath waiting for what he would do next.
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