Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Darling, I want to destroy you
I didn’t have a chance to respond as his lips kept my mouth shut. The kiss was soft and gentle. Just the way I like it. My hands were hanging by my side and I raised them up to his shoulders and pushed him back, but not letting go. ‘Are you sure you want this Gerard?’ He looked me in the eyes and pushed his lips back onto mine. This time I opened my mouth and let his tongue rub up against mine. I ran my hand through his hair as he pushed me up against the now closed door. He pulled away from my lips and looked at me. He moved a piece of hair out of my face and pushed it behind my ear.
‘That was exactly how I though it would be. Just perfect.’ A smile grew on my face as I stared back into his eyes
‘How long have you been waiting to do this?’
‘Too fucking long.’ His lips collided with mine again. This time the kiss was fuelled with passion. One hand held the back of my head, pushing me deeper into the kiss. The other ran down my side igniting small fires across my skin with every stroke. We kissed as though we were two lovers that hadn’t seen each other in years and were making up for lost time.
He pulled away only to grab my hand and guide me over towards the couch. He leaned in and kissed me again while pushing me down onto the couch. His body laid across mine and just seemed to fit perfectly as though I had found the missing piece to a never ending puzzle.
We kissed for what felt like a lifetime. Sometimes he would leave my lips and kiss my neck and shoulders. Sometimes he would prop himself up on his arm and look down at me. He wouldn’t say anything, just stare into my eyes and smile.
He lay with me for a while then turned to me and said ‘I’m so sorry Virginia. I’m so sorry to do this to you.’
‘Don’t apologise Gerard. I enjoyed this moment and I will hold onto it forever.’
‘Your not mad at me?’ I propped myself up on my elbows as he straddled my waist.
‘No, I could never get mad at you Gerard. In fact I am quite impressed with you.’ He tilted his head to the side and gave me a questioning look.
‘Impressed with me? Was I that good?’
‘No. I mean yes you were good, but I’m impressed that you didn’t take it further considering how tight your pants have become.’ He blushed a little and looked down at his crotch.
‘I forgot you can feel that.’ We laughed and kept looking at each other. I felt that if I took my eyes off him he would disappear. All of a sudden the sound of his mobile ringing broke the concentration we had on each other. We both looked down to the carpet where his phone lay. My eyes grew wide as I saw who the caller was. I started kicking him off my body and sat up straight on the couch.
He too was sitting tall as though my parents had just caught us making out. He held his phone in his hand and looked at the picture of Lindsay flashing up on the screen. The picture faded away as the light went off on his phone. ‘I think I better go.’ He straightened his pants as he picked himself off the couch. I followed suit walking towards the door.
I held the door open and he placed his hand on the screen door handle. We gazed into each others eyes for a few minutes until I titled my head to the side. He exhaled and pressed down the handle and stepped out onto the front step. He turned around and closed the screen door.
He looked through the fly screen searching for my eyes. He placed his hand on the door and I put mine against his. I pressed my forehead against the screen and found his caramel eyes staring into mine.
‘Virginia I…’
‘Shhh… just go.’ He closed his eyes as he hung his head down and began to turn away. His hand still laid against the door until his body was no longer facing my house. I watched as he walk down the path and turned into the car port. I closed the wooden door and leaned up against it.
I ran my fingers through my hair and took in a deep breath. I can’t believe that just happened. I ran a finger along my lips, thinking about where they had just been. I began to slide down against the door ending up on the floor. A smile grew on my face, the biggest I had worn in a while.
‘That was exactly how I though it would be. Just perfect.’ A smile grew on my face as I stared back into his eyes
‘How long have you been waiting to do this?’
‘Too fucking long.’ His lips collided with mine again. This time the kiss was fuelled with passion. One hand held the back of my head, pushing me deeper into the kiss. The other ran down my side igniting small fires across my skin with every stroke. We kissed as though we were two lovers that hadn’t seen each other in years and were making up for lost time.
He pulled away only to grab my hand and guide me over towards the couch. He leaned in and kissed me again while pushing me down onto the couch. His body laid across mine and just seemed to fit perfectly as though I had found the missing piece to a never ending puzzle.
We kissed for what felt like a lifetime. Sometimes he would leave my lips and kiss my neck and shoulders. Sometimes he would prop himself up on his arm and look down at me. He wouldn’t say anything, just stare into my eyes and smile.
He lay with me for a while then turned to me and said ‘I’m so sorry Virginia. I’m so sorry to do this to you.’
‘Don’t apologise Gerard. I enjoyed this moment and I will hold onto it forever.’
‘Your not mad at me?’ I propped myself up on my elbows as he straddled my waist.
‘No, I could never get mad at you Gerard. In fact I am quite impressed with you.’ He tilted his head to the side and gave me a questioning look.
‘Impressed with me? Was I that good?’
‘No. I mean yes you were good, but I’m impressed that you didn’t take it further considering how tight your pants have become.’ He blushed a little and looked down at his crotch.
‘I forgot you can feel that.’ We laughed and kept looking at each other. I felt that if I took my eyes off him he would disappear. All of a sudden the sound of his mobile ringing broke the concentration we had on each other. We both looked down to the carpet where his phone lay. My eyes grew wide as I saw who the caller was. I started kicking him off my body and sat up straight on the couch.
He too was sitting tall as though my parents had just caught us making out. He held his phone in his hand and looked at the picture of Lindsay flashing up on the screen. The picture faded away as the light went off on his phone. ‘I think I better go.’ He straightened his pants as he picked himself off the couch. I followed suit walking towards the door.
I held the door open and he placed his hand on the screen door handle. We gazed into each others eyes for a few minutes until I titled my head to the side. He exhaled and pressed down the handle and stepped out onto the front step. He turned around and closed the screen door.
He looked through the fly screen searching for my eyes. He placed his hand on the door and I put mine against his. I pressed my forehead against the screen and found his caramel eyes staring into mine.
‘Virginia I…’
‘Shhh… just go.’ He closed his eyes as he hung his head down and began to turn away. His hand still laid against the door until his body was no longer facing my house. I watched as he walk down the path and turned into the car port. I closed the wooden door and leaned up against it.
I ran my fingers through my hair and took in a deep breath. I can’t believe that just happened. I ran a finger along my lips, thinking about where they had just been. I began to slide down against the door ending up on the floor. A smile grew on my face, the biggest I had worn in a while.
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