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How Do You Love Someone?

by punk1210 1 review

A broken girl.A rich bored guy.And yet,it always ends up with her asking the same question....

Category: Naruto - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Drama,Romance - Published: 2010-04-03 - Updated: 2010-04-04 - 1107 words

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How Do You Love Someone?

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It really was always hard living.I knew we'd end up living bad,but never this bad.It was always so hard looking into the eyes of my mother,or being in the same room of my father.
The problems they had with life.With eachother.With me.
The last time I talked to then was when I was in the seventh grade and brought home a great report card.But they were busy fighting about everything.The only time they walked was when they were yelling at the top of their lungs,or talking about the bills.
I was poor,I admit it.It was hard for us to live,and I wore old clothes,some ripped up.The money I got was from my job as a waitress at a small restaraunt.I wasted it on food for me and my family,and stupid things like piercings and hair coloring.
My hair used to be a clean,blonde color.Now,along with the color of blonde.there was blue and pink.Everywhere.I had piercings on my ears,on my nose,onmy belly button.
My eyes used to be the normal life-filled faded blue eyes.Now,all that is there is color.The washed out blue color.
My skin was pale,but thankfully not so pale or I'd look more of a freak.
Anyways,my name is Raeleni Jones.People I know,call me Rae.The same way they say the Ray.
Right now,I sat in my small room that only held a bed with a small dresser.
I sighed as I stood up.
I wore torn jeans with old tennis shoes and a t-shirt.I had my hair in a side braided low pigtail.The rest of my har which was my long angled bangs were to the side,all colored.
I got some of my mom's old make-up and used her eyeliner.
I put on my old jean jacket and grabbed my black cap.My dad gave it to me when I was a kid,and our problems weren't at big as they are now.
But that was long ago.I was 16 now,and I quit high school.My education was always great and I got A's for everything,so it doesn't matter if I quit high school.
The only relationship's I had was one old boyfriend before I quit high school.His name was Brian.
Cute and awesome at sports.I was his tutor on math,before we started to go out.I told him about quiting,and he didn't talk for me for a while.Then he told me that it was okay if I quit school,but I'd have to be only friends with him.He probably said it because he knew I really,really did like him.I agreed though,but we stopped seeing eachother and I found out he moved away.Maybe he was angry with me because I accepted it.
But,I wasn't seeing him anymore.
The only friend I had was this girl at the job who also worked as a waiter.But we hardly hung out together.
I sighed as I walked out of the house,past my yelling parents.
I walked silently to my job,always looking around curious of what would happen today.
Usually,there would be a couple at the park making out.Maybe a gardener out making sure the plants that surround his house are living well and stay pretty.Possibly kids out on the sidewalk jumping rope or playing catch.
I would be at my job,hearing my friend,Bell,talk about her life.I'd work and do everything I was told.
Never did I have a chance to go out and have fun with a group of friends or maybe with a guy.
I always just slept,worked,ate,showered,used the bathroom.
Never a change or anything to interrupt this process in my everyday life.
The things I hate are almost nothing.I hate nothing and nobody.
I like many things.My favorite colors are pink,black,and blue.I don't have much of a style,though there are many things I see that I want to wear or at least want to have.
Over at the job,there was a song that played at the jukebox.That song I loved and I related it to my life.
It explained everything of me.Somehow,it was as if it was made just for me.I played it everyday and would sometimes hear it over and over again before we closed.
This song held the questions I wanted to ask everybody in the world until i got the right answer.
This song...was my life itself.

Momma never taught me how to love
Daddy never taught me how to feel
Momma never taught me how to touch
Daddy never showed me how to heal

Momma never set a good example
Daddy never held momma's hand
Momma found everything hard to handle
Daddy never stood up like a man

I've walked around broken, emotionally frozen
Getting it on, get it wrong

How do you love someone without getting hurt
How do you love someone without crawling so far in the dark
So far in my life clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone
How do you love, how do you love someone

I was always the chosen child
The biggest scandal I became
They told me I'd never survive, but survivals my middle name
I've walked around hoping just barely broken
Hanging on, get it wrong

How do you love someone without getting hurt
How do you love someone without crawling so far in the dark
So far in my life clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone
How do you love, how do you love someone

It's hard to talk to say what's deep inside
It's hard to tell the truth when you always lie

How do you love someone without getting hurt
How do you love someone without crawling so far in the dark
So far in my life clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone

How do you love someone and make it last
How do you love someone without tripping on the past
So far in my life clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone
How do you love, how do you love someone
Someone


If only I could get the answer already.
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