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Joe's POV
Joe's POV
I miss her, I really do. She's been gone for about 4 months. She hasn't called me or anything. Her friend Niki, has no idea where Cyrinda went. I'm so depressed. All I ever do is drink and get high. I proposed to her twice and she turned me down. 4 months ago, She gave birth to a baby girl named Candice. I haven't seen her, but from what Niki told me, she looks exactly like her mother. I really want to see Candice. I'm her father, I deserve a chance to see her. It's no fair! I miss them both. I'm so depressed and suicidal. I cry myself to sleep at night. I would do anything to see or hear their voice. I looked down at my wrists. I've been cutting myself lately. I figured that would help ease the pain.

I got up from the couch and walked to the fridge. I opened the fridge and realized I didn't have any beer left. Great, now I had to go to the store and buy some more. I don't feel like going out. It's too damn cold outside, but whatever.

I walked to the bedroom and dressed into some different clothes. I put on my coat and stepped outside. I looked down at the parking lot to see how far I parked my car and I couldn't believe what I saw...