Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > two hearts for you

the only thing i wanna hear is that you love me still

by acideyeliner

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Drama,Humor,Romance - Characters: Mikey Way - Published: 2010-05-15 - Updated: 2010-05-15 - 2653 words

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ELLY'S POV



"elles i didnt bring this to hurt you, you know that, and i make it clear to him to just give you your space and let you be at the party" i could tell this was eating him on the inside he was stuck between his sister and his friend Mikey was always the one to forgive, his heart was big and loving, he could never hate anyone it wasnt in his nature unlike me and gerard who had the ability to hate and hate we did when we felt like we were wronged, we werent cold we just protected our hearts more from outsiders.
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" mikey i just i dont want any trouble you know, i dont want want my problems to ruin your day, you dont have to tell him to stay away ill try to be cordial okay thats all i can promise mikes"

"okay elles, its okay if you dont talk to him, you do what you feel is right, i dont there want there to be problems between you and trace okay" i nodded wiping my face, "come on elles dont cry anymore okay i hate it when you cry you know that" he smiled " i know remember when we were little and i would cry and you would make funny faces at me to make me laugh"

"ya i do, fuck elles i did it all the time everything made you cry like when mom would just go out to check the mail" he laughed

"ya well im sensative and i am the baby so ha"
"oh how can i forget, drama queen"
"shut up mikes" i laughed playfully hitting him.
"well drama queen i gottta get going, im gonna meet alicia" we got up and i walked him to the door, "alright mikes ill see you later"
i smiled giving him a hug, "hey elles dont let this get you down k, everything is gonna work itself out"
"ya i know it will mikes thanks"
"alright ill call you later"
"ok bye mikes"
"by elles" i closed the door and i went into the kitchen and started making dinner,
"elly" i looked over into the living room and i saw beth walking in "in the kitchen beth"
"hey you" she gave me a quick hug and sat down "what are you up to girl"
"not much just making dinner"
"wow trace has turned you into suzy home maker" she laughed, "believe or not he cooks to well he tries, its cute to watch him cook" i laughed with her "god same with mason geez, i just rather do it" she smiled, "so what are you up today beth"
"not much just heading to the studio to meet up with mason, were just gonna catch a movie tonight what about you"
"not much just gonna chill tonight, i dont really feel like going out, i just got to much on my mind i'm just ugh"
"why whats wrong you okay" i nodded sitting down in front of her
"Mikey came over today and he was telling me that well pretty much, Gerard and Frank are pretty much done with the treatment, they only got two weeks left"
"really, have you talked to them at all i mean any contact with them"
"no, i just i didnt feel like i was ready, and now there coming out and i just i have to go thru mikey's engagement party with them there and i just feel like awakard because i just thought we would all meet again at a different occasion"
"well i mean i dont think they'll stir anything up on Mikey's day you know, this situation has to be brought up at another time, i think they should have enough respect to do that"
"ya i dont think they would, and i mean with gerard i know hes just gonna keep to himself like he does at every family thing we ever had, but with frank im not so sure"
"what has been trying to contact you"
"not at all until today, he sent me a letter with mikey, just asking me to forgive him and that he understood that me and him would never be together again, and how he just wanted to be friends"
"fuck elly, your not ready to forgive are you"
i just shook my head, "its okay you know, what he did, i mean if it was me i dont know if i'd be able to forgive eaither"
"right now i cant, and whats bothering me is that i know hes gonna ask me if i got the letter, i dont know how to tell trace what happened today, or if i even should"
"elly by you thinking that maybe you should tell him shows me how much you do love him and believe me he loves you with all his heart"
"i love him so much to, and the funny thing is, is that sometimes i feel like he thinks i compare him to frank, and i dont, he just makes me feel so safe and good, the love i feel for him is just this love that i never reached, he makes my heart beat like crazy, just having him hold my hand it the best because i know that im his and he makes me feel so protected, god do i sound chessy," i smiled

"no girl you dont you sound in love" beths cell started ringing and she sighed taking it out, i just sat back thinking about how i was gonna deal with the whole letter situation,
"sorry girl i gotta get going mason is going crazy" she laughed getting up "k girl well ill call you later, maybe we can all hang out this weekend"
"ya sounds good" she gave me a hug and she left.
i finished dinner up and i went upstairs to take a shower.


TRACES POV

i got to the studio and me and mason layed down some vocals and fixed a few tracks, after like 2 hrs we pretty much were done.

"so how are things going with the miss's"mason laughed
"good things are great mase i'm with the girl that i loved forever"
"god why did i ask getting all mushy and shit"
"ya i get mushy what about you everytime you see beth, you get all lovey dovey" i lauged
"what not in front of you fuckers"
"hey babe" we looked up and beth came in, making mason get up quickly pulling her into his arms "I missed you masey"
"missed you to bethy" i just gave him an i told you look and he just flipped me off making me laugh, "so what are you talking about" beth asked sitting down "nothing" mason replied i shook my head, "so you ready to meet elly's family trace" mason asked sitting on the floor, "ya i mean ready as ill ever be"
"thats all you can man, well at least frank and gerard wont there"
i nodded leaning back into the sofa looking down, "i mean even if they were what was i gonna do you know, i had to just grin and bare it, plus the fact that i cant really tell elly what to do, and i would never tell her what to do, i just wish i knew how secure the love she has for me is, I know im never gonna replace or even reach the amount of love i know she had and probably still has for him, I just want her to feel a new and geniune love for me i dont want her to love me like she loved him i want her to love me with a new love a pure love that we created together and wasnt based on something shes felt before, i want to give her a love that shes never experienced or felt with him"
"damn fuck you really are in love" mason replied, i looked up at him and beth and beth was wiping her eyes, "
"oh my god trace, i know for a fact that she does love you like you want her to"
"how do you know that"
"girls talk trace" she smiled "so she does" she nodded her head i sat back down against the couch smiling," god i feel like an idiot"
"well you are but hey she loves you" mason smiled "shut up mase" i replied, "fuck i forgot to ask mason were gonna have a party this weekend, and i need help setting up"
" dude why dont we just have something at the beach, that way your apartment doesnt get fucked up and i dont have to help you clean up" he smiled, "wow mase your lazy, but your idea isnt bad, ill tell elly"
"what the occasion"
"well elly got the part for the american idiot musical"
"what shut up, thats great,"beth smiled," ya shes really excited about that, and i want to have this for her"
"ya dude ill help dont worry, well make it so fuckin awesome"
"thanks mase"
"so were gonna get out here and go to a movie, were gonna go make out in the dark" mason smirked getting up " ya he wishes" beth laughed grabbing his hand, "oh come on babe" he made kiss noises at her "okay guys have fun im getting out of here before i see something i dont want to see"
i gave them both a hug and i took off, i decided to stop by and buy some flowers for elly, i loved making her feel special, i got home and i went inside, "cherry bomb"
"i'm upstairs babe" i ran upstairs and she was sitting on bed reading, "babe close your eyes"
"why" she smiled, "just close them please"
she nodded and closed them, i climbed next to her and kissed her lips softly, "open them" i whispered she opened her eyes and looked down at the flowers 'aww babe you didnt have to"
" i wanted to i like seeing you smile" she put her forehead against mine smiling "i love you" she whispered leaning down kissing me " i love you to"
"im gonna put them in water" she got up walking out, "babe i made dinner if your hungry" she called up,

"ya that sounds good, im starving"
i walked into the kitchen and she was fixing the vase on the kitchen table, "sit down babe ill get it" she replied fixing me a plate
"thanks babe fuck im tired the studio wore me out"
"still not done yet" she asked setting the plate in front of me
"still have a few tracks to go, we just as much as we could today, oh i asked mason about helping this weekend, and he actually had a good idea"
"really what brillent thing did mason come up with this time"
"we should have a beach party instead you know the weathers been nice and we wont trash the apartment"
"ya that sounds good, we can have a bonfire some drinks, ya good idea"
"ya we can invite everyone take the acoustics out there, maybe you can sing us a song'
"no way i'd be to embarssed"
"babe your gonna sing in front of god knows how many people for that musical but you wont do it for us" she shrugged, "i dont know, i mean maybe"she smiled "come on you sung with me, we can sing a song together" she sat there looking at me bitting her lip nervously
"okay only if you do it with me"
"deal" i smiled, we were both quiet for a bit and i looked at her and she looked spaced out, "something wrong" she looked back at me hescitating for a moment and she finally spoke
" um mikey told me that um gerard and frank our getting out of treatment soon and they'd be out for the engagement party"
"oh" i sat back in the chair sighing,"well i mean well make the best the of it babe dont worry were going for mikey and alicia not them we cant let them ruin it for us"
"ya i know" she whispered sighing
"thats not all is it" she shook her head "mikey brought me a letter from frank and well he..."
i looked up at her and she was looking away from me explaining "he wants you back and you wanna go right"
trace i just.."

"no its okay, dont explain its fine" i walked upstairs, going out to the balcony, i leaned on the banister and lit ciggerette"fuck" i sighed taking a drag, i heard the door click open and i felt her hands wrap around my waist. "i want you" she whispered.



ELLY'S POV

i felt like i had done the wrong thing by telling him but i had to i didnt want to hide anything from him, i sat there for a few minutes by myself thinking, and i finally got up walking upstairs to the balcony he was always up there when he was upset or writing,

i walked out and i walked up to him wrapping my arms around his waste " i want you" i whispered he put his over mine sighing," im sorry babe"
"dont be, i just need you to know that in that letter all he asked from was for an apology and for my friendship, thats all, he knows im happy with you" he turned to face me, and he caressed my cheek, sofly," god cherry bomb you drive me crazy,you probably dont remember but i had met you once before the helena shoot"

"i dont where"
"when i worked at eyeball with mikey and frank, i was just this straight edge kid, no tats no piercings i was the mail boy" he smiled, i thought back and it hit me no way he looked so different "i remember now, i remember i just ran in i was in a hurry that day i think i just waved and ran out"
"ya thats it thats the day, how funny how fate works huh"
"ya worked perfectly like you loved me forever"
"i have elly before we were together everytime you'd would walk by me on tour i beacame breathless, babe when i saw you dancing for the first time i couldnt get you off my mind, and when i think of you i always have a smile on my face, sometimes i wonder how a guy like me ended up with a such a wonderful soul like you"
"because you were always so good to me, when i came back home from the tour i was a mess i was always sad i felt alone, and then i would think back and the most beautiful thoughts i had were the ones i had of you, and i know this is love because this.. you and me it feels so right trace"
he nodded picking me up carrying me to ur bed, he layed me down and i reached up moving his hair from his eyes "if i tell you i love you can i keep you forever" i whispered "forever" he leaned down kissing my lips,"i love you" we made love that night passionatly, not just with our bodies but with our hearts,

i kept my eyes locked with his as he thrusted into me gentley "hmmm uggh" he bent down and started kissing my neck, as he thrusted a little harder, "uhhh trace" he moved his kisses to my lips panting against them "i love you elly" he moaned, deepening the kiss,the force of our kiss increased as we came closer to the edge. i held onto him and i let go feeling him release at the same time. we held eachother as we both panted hard, i cuddled into him, pulling the sheets over us.
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